JUPITERASC
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Oddity remarkedYeah, I got that. I'm just curious at what point in my chart it comes from (or many)
Hey, I can see it now. But it's still a tricky question, and I'm by no means a psychological astrologer.
That being said, it's kind of hard to ignore that big honkin
Saturn-Moon opposition across your ascendant-descendant line.
Saturn in 1 can denote actual physical deformities,
and it can also denote a real dissatisfaction with your body,
even if you're relatively healthy and your body works well.
It's just nasty that way.
Add in a Virgo moon, which can be more than a little critical
- and it's aimed right at you here -
it could signify a deep sense of discomfort being in your skin and a need to change it.
Pisces and Virgo are both mutable signs, emphasising the 'change' aspect.
Saturn is miserably harsh in 1 when it's not dignified (often even when it is), and moon in Virgo can be, too, so it might not bring happiness, especially given that Jupiter, Saturn's dispositor, is fallen - fallen Jupiter can be excess weight, among other things, but a fallen planet can act against its (and your) best interests when it can manage to act at all.
The Virgo moon could also be a critical partner. Ugh. Especially as it's sitting on 7 (partnerships) and rules 5 (sex and pleasure).
Moon-Saturn aspects pretty much suck because Saturn is all hard and limited, and the moon is all emotional and it's just a recipe for insecurity.
So I don't know what to tell you. It's a malefic aspect, it's the most likely culprit here, and I can see that it can make you feel really bad. I'm just not sure that gaining weight would help, or would help with partnerships. If you are involved with someone, have you talked with them about it?