noouraz2
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Don't take it literally. Neptune can mean many things. Feeling helpless or feeling hopeful. Feeling inspired, spiritual, or feeling drunk, or high, even delusional.
Thanks a lot katydid I understand.
Don't take it literally. Neptune can mean many things. Feeling helpless or feeling hopeful. Feeling inspired, spiritual, or feeling drunk, or high, even delusional.
> The ruler of the Ascendant is conjunct, square or opposite Mars.
This is true as of my father, who committed suicide 3.5 years ago.
He has mars exactly conjunct saturn in the 12th house, saturn being the ruler of his cap ascendant.
He suffered depression. His identity (sun) and mind (mercury) were opposed by Uranus and squared by Neptune.
He has an empty 8th house, except for the north node, only Jupiter squares the cusp of his 8th house and I don't know what that could mean.
The mars-saturn conjunction is something I've read several times and is true in the case of my father.
So, does anyone have suggestions on how to transform this energy; these natally fixed suicidal tendencies?
That is certainly a lot to be dealing with. I was interested in how the natal Chiron-Jupiter conjunction has manifested for you, and so it appears that the building of some kind of business (you mentioned losing quite a lot of $$$) has been how you expressed it. It is a very can-do kind of energy, where there are no obstacles to what you want to achieve. Perhaps, after a time of recovery, you can access some of that energy again, but with different kinds of goals in mind.There was some really nasty behind the scenes corruption & sabotage going on
I'm also very clear that i'm not here to prop up the current system, but to help change it.
Chiron-Jupiter conjunct, and in Aries, is a no-boundaries kind of placement, with a heightened ability to go it alone and take risks others would never consider, let alone actually attempt.
Combine that with the Moon-Mercury opposition - with Moon conj MC, and Mercury in Pisces - you have a massively heightened level of intuition - perhaps to the level where you don't even have to tune in to it, and that it just works for you. Added to that is the warrior-like placement of Chiron-Jupiter sextile Mars in Gemini. It all adds up to a high level of potential energy.