Wow this is definitely a dramatic chart!
So you've made it to your first Saturn return and this is a strong transitional point in life. Working on yourself and redirecting are very much in keeping with this cycle. This represents the true Threshold of Maturity for you. During the first cycle, we are busy gathering experience according to the patterns of the chart. In undertaking the 2nd cycle, this is about incorporating and utilizing what we have learned. By learning our necessary lessons in the first cycle, we can often experience the rewards of our efforts at the Return. However the lessons that haven't been learned will return to haunt us all over again. The need for Patience is the keynote during the Saturn return, for haste makes waste.
In it's transits Saturn demands the keynotes of discipline, practicality, responsibility and wisdom. In this phase, we struggle to make sense of our past so that the future may unfold unencumbered. At this stage, it is about taking an overall assessment of what worked, and didn't work in the past and often requires a thorough analysis of how we were moulded and imprinted by the family and relatives. With Saturn in the first house, the lessons are typically about dealing with how we project our persona into the outer world and the effects that has on our relationships and interactions with others.
By fixing up your old childhood home this is a perfect activity to be doing, symbolizing 'reconstructing the past into something more effective and meaningful.'
The highlights in the chart focus on the first house stellium of course, involving Uranus, Saturn Neptune and Venus, plus the conjunct of Mercury and the Sun in Aquarius. Since you are dominant earth, you naturally are drawn to matters connected with the physical and material aspects of life; this serves to reinforce your Saturnian nature in the way you present yourself to the world. Conflicts from your past childhood experiences are highlighted by the square of Moon in Libra to your Capricorn Rising sign.
While the Sun in Aquarius relates to your true sense of Identity connected more with the influence of the father, the Moon in Libra represents the past conditioning and imprinting in relation to the Mother and your own later mothering instincts. Since these two are harmonious, the suggestion is that the parents worked together quite well in their parenting of you. The afflictions of your Moon though suggest that there was emotional tension or intensity relating to the influence of your Mother. In turn this will often create difficulties relating to your sense of self-esteem and worthiness which affect the way your project yourself into the outer world.
The combination of Sun, Moon and Rising Sign combine together to form your general personality; relating to the past influences of the parents, and how you then create an outer mask of persona publicly, which is often merely a characterization of the true Self. The Sun represents your true sense of Identity, while the Moon relates more to your inner self influenced by your emotional chemistry. Then you need to consider how well you integrate the Capricorn and Aquarius energies as part of your persona.
In turn, you also have to consider the aspects of each of these planets, as well as the houses they rule. Do you feel you have achieved a consolidation of these various patterns internally and externally?
Other features that need evaluation are;
-the aspects of Sun/Pluto as well as Sun/Mars, which strongly affect your sense of Identity.
-the influence of the more positive Grand Trine involving Sun/Mercury + Jupiter + Moon,
which also extends to include Neptune/Venus as well.
-consider also that you have no Fire energy, suggesting an elemental imbalance.
You can research these features on your own, or I would be happy to help you begin deciphering them. Feel free to message me privately.
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