our 10th anniversarry is coming but things are falling apart since we got married. He always ignored me and left me alone. I used to cry for his togetherness. but later I also turned cold. Now from last 6-7 months he is showering love and affection on me, which I find fake and dramatic. I think he does not love me but he is depressed becoz of some close family member's death and he needs someone. I tried to go with the flow but I always fear that he will leave me alone again once this phase will pass. I have lost my faith. I do not think this will change.
But for the sake of my son I want to stay. I get disgusted and irritated when he comes closer to me. I got my work permit recently. So I am thinking abt focusing on job and my son. But his fake love is making me sick day by day. I challanged him recently that I will prove that his emotions are not permanant. I said something which will annoy him and he showed his real side to me. Now I am more clear abt his feelings and mine. But my son broke down when I told him abt leaving his Dad. I will not stay happy if my son suffers. I am so confused. Plz help.
But for the sake of my son I want to stay. I get disgusted and irritated when he comes closer to me. I got my work permit recently. So I am thinking abt focusing on job and my son. But his fake love is making me sick day by day. I challanged him recently that I will prove that his emotions are not permanant. I said something which will annoy him and he showed his real side to me. Now I am more clear abt his feelings and mine. But my son broke down when I told him abt leaving his Dad. I will not stay happy if my son suffers. I am so confused. Plz help.