I like silly questions
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I have a little Virgo boy toddler
. I would let him have a Pisces sibling as his father is a Virgo, and it would be cute if I had a girl next and she was a Pisces like me. I don't mind having another boy either. All the serious astrology people will be shaking their heads at me now, but hey it's fun.
Mum in the Moon
I am more concerned about the Moon sign, a couple of weeks after my baby was born I was waiting anxiously to find out his Moon sign to see how he saw me as a mother, as the moon relates to dear old mum. Naturally I consider myself a kind and caring person, so obviously I was expecting his Moon to be exalted in Taurus, or the Moon to be in Cancer and for him to have the most beautifully aspected moon.
Day of Judgement
I got out my Ephermis and maths set, as I felt it only natural to hand draw the chart myself with no need for technical intervention. OK, the real truth is I was living in the "dark ages" back then and had no computer in 2005, I used to have to do many things for myself, it was hard but I survived. However, once I acquired a computer I was able to shop, do my personal banking, and socializing all online, and do all these things from the comfort of my armchair. Many, many thanks to Uranus!
But anyway I used my Russell Grant Horoscope kit, to draw up my child's horoscope and to my disbelief my son has Moon in
detriment in Capricorn. I did his chart twice just to make sure it wasn't some horrible mistake, but to my despair it was accurate, it felt like I was being judged as a mother, well "astrologically" at least, many disturbing thoughts were running through my head "Am I a bad mother, am I cold, harsh and unloving" and even worse! How am I going to tell my astrology friends. I felt lost, isolated and alone...
Looking to the Future
I am slowly coming to terms with it, (weeps uncontrollably) I needed 3 years of intense counseling, after my severe bout of depression, it has helped to medicate the pain somewhat... my therapist thinks I'm improving and he's only recently put me on a lower dosage of meds, so for now the clouds are slowly clearing, and I can look into the future with renewed hope. I am definitely feeling more positive about life. I am Saturn rising, it seems I am fated to be a Capricorn mother.
My Little Virgo
Back on topic... after my silliness
My Virgo son is adorable, I don't know how he copes with his scatterbrained Pisces mum, with her head in the clouds, he is very loving and kind. I like Virgo's and as a Pisces I have to strike a balance.