Abby83
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I have a question in regards to two squaring energies in my chart.
As a woman, venus and moon are stand outs for what i experience in life. In my natal chart there is constant conflict with venus and moon. Venus rules the teenage years and moon rules motherhood years (how you are as a mum). So looking at my chart you can see venus is in virgo in 11th house. During my teenage years I attracted fun, free, peaceful harmonious energies towards me. I was grounded and healthy and balanced, mostly due to the good humanitarian ppl around me. And with that mars there i attracted quite nice men as well. With moon in sag first house, although motherhood comes first to me and i am a leader in that sense, i hate the combative energy it attracts from other ppl. I frequently have ppl either competing with me or trying to fight me or they copy me. No middle ground. I keep looking back at those teenage years and wish i could be there again. - But not saying this is due to being a mum. This is clearly seen in the chart. Moon in first will firght to the death for her children. And i must say it's exhausting. It's exhausting having to beat off all the sticks with purpose of protection. I do indeed see the greater purpose of this all. Im making huge positive changes to generations of unnecessary abuse when it comes to our ancestors. But it's exhausting me and it's not just me who misses that venus in virgo. We all do. Sooo - looking at that square. I have moments in life where im leading away as a mum and im doing a great job but it conflicts with my desire of the more reserved and receptive and peaceful venus in virgo. In many ways i find this moon placement annoying. Firstly with jupiter there (ruler of second and 5th) i become overindulgent often and look like ****. Mars (my adrenals glands) goes in overdrive as a result.
What do i do about this constant back and forth tension between the two? One psychic told me i need to balance the two energies in my marriage. Like it's complicated. My husband likes the confidant whore, which is the moon conjunct jupiter in 1st, but i attract love with my venus in virgo, which my husband doesnt like at all. this is conflicting cos venus is my feminine energy that attracts the male. But my husband will not even touch me if i am the shy reserved type which i often am in contrast to the moon.
So what do i do? Do i just become the more dominant woman and whore with my husband and choose to be innocent little virgo on the side? they're totally different energies. In so many ways. Not just sex and marriage but in life as well.
As a woman, venus and moon are stand outs for what i experience in life. In my natal chart there is constant conflict with venus and moon. Venus rules the teenage years and moon rules motherhood years (how you are as a mum). So looking at my chart you can see venus is in virgo in 11th house. During my teenage years I attracted fun, free, peaceful harmonious energies towards me. I was grounded and healthy and balanced, mostly due to the good humanitarian ppl around me. And with that mars there i attracted quite nice men as well. With moon in sag first house, although motherhood comes first to me and i am a leader in that sense, i hate the combative energy it attracts from other ppl. I frequently have ppl either competing with me or trying to fight me or they copy me. No middle ground. I keep looking back at those teenage years and wish i could be there again. - But not saying this is due to being a mum. This is clearly seen in the chart. Moon in first will firght to the death for her children. And i must say it's exhausting. It's exhausting having to beat off all the sticks with purpose of protection. I do indeed see the greater purpose of this all. Im making huge positive changes to generations of unnecessary abuse when it comes to our ancestors. But it's exhausting me and it's not just me who misses that venus in virgo. We all do. Sooo - looking at that square. I have moments in life where im leading away as a mum and im doing a great job but it conflicts with my desire of the more reserved and receptive and peaceful venus in virgo. In many ways i find this moon placement annoying. Firstly with jupiter there (ruler of second and 5th) i become overindulgent often and look like ****. Mars (my adrenals glands) goes in overdrive as a result.
What do i do about this constant back and forth tension between the two? One psychic told me i need to balance the two energies in my marriage. Like it's complicated. My husband likes the confidant whore, which is the moon conjunct jupiter in 1st, but i attract love with my venus in virgo, which my husband doesnt like at all. this is conflicting cos venus is my feminine energy that attracts the male. But my husband will not even touch me if i am the shy reserved type which i often am in contrast to the moon.
So what do i do? Do i just become the more dominant woman and whore with my husband and choose to be innocent little virgo on the side? they're totally different energies. In so many ways. Not just sex and marriage but in life as well.
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