Timmytwothumbs
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The aspect in my chart is Sun Conj South Node 4°taurus 1st/2nd house cusp (technically 1st house). The problem I have is understanding this aspect. Anytime I try to research this it leaves me with more questions than answers. I know this aspect has to do with US versus OTHERS in relationships. But, I've always had great relationships and I mean GREAT. My intimate relationships have always been very healthy and if we part ways there are never bad feelings. I'm actually still friends with many of my ex partners. I've made many friends who consider me to be one of their Realest friends. I'm somebody that people can depend on. I make friends VERY easily and as a teenager it was rare that I didn't have a girlfriend. Some things that I've read about this aspect that seem true are the fact that I tend to attract the same partners, and in ALL of my intimate relationships my partner was missing a father/mother in their life. But, I have a great relationship with both of my parents. I would just like to add that I have forced healthy relationships on my parents because they didn't always offer the same to me. I've had both of my parents disown me in the past but I've fought for a relationship with them. In addition I tend to recognize people from my future. By this I mean when I meet certain people for the first time i recognize them and then they become a huge part of my life. All of my best friends and partners I have recognized at first sight. It's truly uncanny and unexplainable. But even though I maintain healthy relationships and I don't focus on my own ego too much I still feel very unfulfilled and empty sometimes. Which is what people usually feel when they aren't on the right path. Sometimes I feel like the nodes are just a load of BS. They don't actually exist they are just some mathematical point. Am I missing something?
I would love to understand this aspect better I feel like most of what I read on this aspect is not true at all for me. I don't struggle with relationships but I dont feel the balance or peace that comes with "conquering" your nodal axis. And it leaves me confused and angry. I guess what I'm saying is what I've read tells me that I've conquered my nodal axis but I don't see any benefits I don't feel fulfilled I feel like the opposite most of the time. If anyone out there has any advice or can shed an ounce of light on this subject for me it would be very much appreciated thank you. And happy holidays.
I would love to understand this aspect better I feel like most of what I read on this aspect is not true at all for me. I don't struggle with relationships but I dont feel the balance or peace that comes with "conquering" your nodal axis. And it leaves me confused and angry. I guess what I'm saying is what I've read tells me that I've conquered my nodal axis but I don't see any benefits I don't feel fulfilled I feel like the opposite most of the time. If anyone out there has any advice or can shed an ounce of light on this subject for me it would be very much appreciated thank you. And happy holidays.
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