Hey guys, it's not the first time im posting here, but for the first time i finally got all the 100% accurate details of my birth and i noticed some changes i my houses, and even my rising sign .
They didn't want to go look for it, but i pushed and i finally received accurate birth time of my chart.
Anyone who could share any insight and thought on my relationships/challenges in life, career and love according to my chart would be highly appreciated.
Good for you for pushing! Congrats on getting the best data!
Well, the South Node in Taurus with Mars conjunct, 8th - that says that your past life was quite ideal until something bad happened. So, there was a fight - maybe a war - a community conflict. Something happened that destroyed your peace and security. Along with this, I think it likely that you were judged. This makes a person fearful - looking around the corner for that sudden bad thing that could happen when you least expect it.
Libra Rising is naturally relational. It has this energy exchange with people - that it just does. IT is really a sensitive sign. If the environment is pleasant, that is all well and good. When it is mean or unpleasant, Libra has two choices. It either withdraws from it or it takes control. Scorpio Co-Rising is cautious, private, sometimes fearful in relating. So, it may be that your natural response is to withdraw - but then you've got Jupiter there - that extends you out and engages. Not sure which way you go - maybe both ways. In the end, wisdom says that it's best to be careful who you put yourself around.
There's a lot of sensitivity in this chart. You have Cancer Sun and Mercury and Pisces Saturn - and then of course, Libra rising, Chiron in Virgo and Pluto and North Node in Scorpio. You truly are a very sensitive person. Cancer also feels other people's feelings and energy keenly. Gemini and Sag are intercepted signs, so this is something you need to deal with internally - it's an internal process. 9th house is an expansive house, but you will be more likely to keep it a private place where you learn to handle your sensitivities.
In contrast, you have Leo MC with Venus. So here you have a need to relate, to engage, to shine in the world - but your Sun and Mercury are in Cancer - working on handling your sensitivity. Yes, you have some challenges. Pisces Saturn in 5th also says you are very sensitive - and maybe even feel like you're not quite here. But you could be very creative, imaginative and inspired. You could be seeking spiritual fulfillment.
Aquarius IC - you have an edgy, nervous quality - like you just have to move or keep moving - either that or both - you are very smart and intuitive.
Okay. Putting this all together - you require a career where you have peace and quiet. You won't do well in a noisy environment - or one where you have to engage with a lot of people. I can see you working alone on creative projects. Maybe you like the arts, or you're good at inventing things.
You may be working through some low self-esteem. Just watch the self-talk - if you doubt yourself, criticize yourself or others, judge yourself or others - be sure to challenge those thoughts. Those thoughts are not you. They can be changed but it takes work.
You need to accept that life isn't always pleasant or comfortable. This is really important. If you fight it - want it to be different - it will just make you miserable. We all have to accept that life is messy, noisy, uncomfortable and sometimes, mean, hurtful and damaging. It just is - always has been - and probably always will be - even though I'll be the first to say I wish it ain't so. I have a Sag Moon too. We're optimists. Optimism is good and very helpful - but the world will always be disappointing on some level. All we can do is our best.
Career-wise - I see you in the arts or doing something creative. Maybe you like technology, engineering or inventing. Perhaps there are branches of science that fit your interests.
Love-wise, you'll need an independent person with good boundaries who will give you a lot of space, while also being warm and kind. You will want a gentle, quiet person who doesn't take all the air out of the room - but holds their own and enjoys their solitude.
