hello,
all my life i've struggled with mental health very extensively. does anyone perhaps see anything in my chart that ties to that so i can understand things better? any replies would be very much appreciated and thank you in advance!
Hello tdlwvs -
talking about own personal mental- thoughts - personal manner of thinking, perceiving information and processing information - for me is 3rd house. Mental mind and expanding own knowledge is 9th house - and 3rd/9th house axis are working together.
Your 3rd house is ruled by your venus - venus sitting on sensitive and critical degree of 0° cap - between two signs - sag and cap - indescisive like sitting between 2 chairs and 2 opportunities - not knowing what to choose - scared to choose one of two - losing the other one and afterwards noticing that not the right choice was made.
9th house innruled by pluto - with jupiter/pluto correspondence energy - a tendency for obsessive beliefs and opinions and "called the mental enforcement for luck" - one can get a victim of.
6th house - health - is in leo ruled by sun in aquarius in 12th trined by pluto in sag in 10th house.
Health issues concerning psyche, psychological issues and subconsciously stored memory of the past and deepest fears- being able to take influence in own life - genetic inheritance from family members and predispositions for health issues - for me - is 8th house. And 8th house in your chart is as well ruled by your venus on 0° cap sitting between 2 signs and kinda between 2 worlds - the visible and the invisible one - able to perceive both same time as same effective.
And your 0° cap venus in 10th house is zero degree exact squaring your moon as ruler of 5th house - own will and own ego. Moon also being on sensitive critical degree of 0° aries - between pisces and aries - sitting between two chairs and feeling been tared between 2 opportunities- in 1st house- personal enforcement and immunesystem - with a tendency to suddenly overact.
Every slowmoving transit planet changing sign and entering zero degree - gets your moon and your venus same time in special energy vibe.
Since May 2018 it happened forth and backwards with transit uranus entering 0° taurus, afterwards in Dec 2019 transit jupiter entering 0°cap, followed by transit saturn entering 0° aquarius and now transit-jupiter having entered 0° pisces.
Jupiter as ruler of your midheaven and 10th house - is from birth on in 6th house - opposing sag mars in 9th house an intense firy energy for overacting in health issues and to get active if idealistic motivated. But jupiter same time is slowed down by opposing your neptune in 12th as your asc ruler and opposing your sun in 12th house - as your 6th house health house ruler.
Planets in 12th house also show prenatal experience before own birth during pregnancy of your mother. Some of them can be stored in subconsciousness and can instinctively and being beyond personal control -take influence in later life - if trying to start a new beginning in own life.
What were you told about your own birth - and circumstances also short before ?