Hi,
question is Why i struggle with self confidence? i am always afraid, sometimes anxious, only when i am tipsy with alcohol i am feeling like true myself. i dont know how to express my emotions guess it is moon in 12th house. struggle with job and love relationships and these areas are most problematic. i always end up thinking about the worst case scenarios. i can be very paranoid. when i was younger people told me i am intelligent, handsome and good athlete. and yet i still have low self image about myself. i think i am bad person. even when i am in good mood it takes only one thought and i am back to my natural negative state.
is this saturn return thing? i am watching youtube videos like jordan peterson and stuff like that and it make me feel better but only temporary.
what can i do to make permanent change of my natural negative and low state?
what does my chart say about this issue?
question is Why i struggle with self confidence? i am always afraid, sometimes anxious, only when i am tipsy with alcohol i am feeling like true myself. i dont know how to express my emotions guess it is moon in 12th house. struggle with job and love relationships and these areas are most problematic. i always end up thinking about the worst case scenarios. i can be very paranoid. when i was younger people told me i am intelligent, handsome and good athlete. and yet i still have low self image about myself. i think i am bad person. even when i am in good mood it takes only one thought and i am back to my natural negative state.
is this saturn return thing? i am watching youtube videos like jordan peterson and stuff like that and it make me feel better but only temporary.
what can i do to make permanent change of my natural negative and low state?
what does my chart say about this issue?