The water element is super-strong in your chart, mostly because of your big stellium in Cancer, but also because of your Pluto and ascendant in Scorpio.
The moon indicates your emotional nature, and it is extra strong in its own sign of Cancer. You have a heart as big as all outdoors.
Your 8th house concentration suggests that intimacy is very important to you. You may even experience sex as a way to connect with the more profound mysteries of life. Sun-Cancers generally long to merge with another person.
The kicker is that most people will not share your heavy concentration in water and simply lack the strong feelings of which you are capable. It's like, if we could rate emotions and capacity for caring on a 1-10 scale, you'd come out as a 10, whereas the average person is a 5 and many people are below a 5.
Also, with your Cancer planets in an intercepted sign, it's hard for you to access them. It's like they're boxed in. Also, 8th house people, in my experience, tend to be pretty private, so it might be hard for you to communicate your wishes.
Can I suggest that you stop trying so hard to give 200%?? 101%, OK, but you can actually scare people off if they experience you as giving-- and seeking-- more emotional closeness than they are prepared to give. Or would even know how to give. If you project a lot of need onto another person, then they may feel incapable of and unwilling to have to "fit your pictures."
You're absolutely fine the way you are, but hopefully you can recognize that it can be hard for people dominated by earth, air, or fire to get on your wave-length.
Don't worry-- there are many wonderful watery people out there who also crave a deep emotional connection. It may just take a while to find them.
The other kicker is that with your north node of the moon also in Cancer in the 8th house, your personal growth precisely comes from living your Cancerian reality to the fullest.
I don't know if you have a career or university major mapped out yet, but I think you'd be really good at hospice work. The 8th is traditionally the house of death. If you can devote your loving nature to people at the end of life, this would be a great blessing to them. Probably also something like working on behalf of vulnerable people, like the homeless, HIV-AIDS people, or foster children.
I also hope you have an artistic outlet that truly permits you to pour out your feelings. You may also find large bodies of water to be emotionally soothing.
Good luck wanest-- from the God Doesn't Make Mistakes Department.
W.
