tenacapcious
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Mars Sag/2, conj. Sun Cap/3. A "bit" OTT. A softer sell should be a goal of mine. Often seems to push for something other than what I really want. I'm not very fixed in my assertiveness because I can become distracted and lose interest or randomly change objective. I don't really understand myself well enough to explain this.
My oldest son compared me to a guy who when fighting for something, even something I'm passionate about, will go into battle and throw my shield and spear at whoever/whatever opposes me. Then I'll have nothing left to fight with for what I want, *stomp off!* "okay; fine!" and go do something stupid that now creates a "situation" and I still didn't get what I want.
He's disturbingly observative.
Even though I have no aspect between Mercury and Mars, I say the damnest things when I'm upset, frustrated or stressed. Mercury trine Jupiter. As you all know, Jupiter rules Sag, so maybe that aspect functions like Mercury/Mars in Sag aspect?!
I can really, really want something and not be able to stop thinking and talking about it, but (and I'm not proud of this) when I get *that* I want another one or something else or something else would make it better and all the options of them together!
Since I recall a time where I was more reflective, easier to please with no expectations and generally more careful with my words, I wonder if something in my natal chart was holding the expression of my Mars back before? When and why did that change? That's obviously something I should look into. But I'm already trying to do too many things.
Oh, someone with Mars in Gemini said they get mixed up in forums quite frequently - I tend to shy away from conflicts online. I don't instigate conflict offline/irl but face-to-face I'm NOT quiet and won't easily back down!
My oldest son compared me to a guy who when fighting for something, even something I'm passionate about, will go into battle and throw my shield and spear at whoever/whatever opposes me. Then I'll have nothing left to fight with for what I want, *stomp off!* "okay; fine!" and go do something stupid that now creates a "situation" and I still didn't get what I want.
He's disturbingly observative.
Even though I have no aspect between Mercury and Mars, I say the damnest things when I'm upset, frustrated or stressed. Mercury trine Jupiter. As you all know, Jupiter rules Sag, so maybe that aspect functions like Mercury/Mars in Sag aspect?!
I can really, really want something and not be able to stop thinking and talking about it, but (and I'm not proud of this) when I get *that* I want another one or something else or something else would make it better and all the options of them together!
Since I recall a time where I was more reflective, easier to please with no expectations and generally more careful with my words, I wonder if something in my natal chart was holding the expression of my Mars back before? When and why did that change? That's obviously something I should look into. But I'm already trying to do too many things.
Oh, someone with Mars in Gemini said they get mixed up in forums quite frequently - I tend to shy away from conflicts online. I don't instigate conflict offline/irl but face-to-face I'm NOT quiet and won't easily back down!