Davi_Alan
Well-known member
Hello Everyone,
First, I'd like to make a note real quick before I state what my question is. I'm not going to point to specific threads here, but from reading many of them, it seems that some people who come to this part of the forum to ask for advice just have a "give me, give me" attitude. I've seen some people getting some good advice to their questions without giving back the proper thanks back,etc. Being a beginner, I'm more in a position to ask more than share, but I just want to say that I never forget the good things that others do for me, and y'all can be sure that as my knowledge of astrology grows and mature, I'll be able to give back in return all the help and advice I get here to other members. With that being said, here are my questions:
1) I'm currently 21, I'm gay, and I haven't had any serious relationships with anyone. I spent all of my teenage years struggling with depression - while most of the teens my age just seemed to be out there enjoying life and beginning their first dates. But up till age 18, I didn't have any concerns for relationships. After that, it was just like an internal clock went off inside of me and said, "Time to find someone." And this clock won't shut up. I've had very quick few affairs (if one can call them that) that lasted as quick as they started, and were mostly with guys who weren't right for me, so though they were quick, they left some scars. I find that most gay guys in town are just so different from me - I'm disgusted just by looking at them, most are superficial, hypocrites, false, malicious. I tried going to gay parties before, but I feel so out of place. I tried making friends with other gay guys here in town and I only ended up hurt by the petty fights that happen in their circles. There have been instances where I feel in love with another guy who seemed right for me, but he already had a boyfriend, and other times it just seems like there's a black cloud over my head even when I know that a guy likes me and I like him, but still, no one takes the initiative - I'm usually shy and don't know how to go after. Worst of all is seeing all the jacka**** and as*holes that have hurt me in the past with their respective pairs while I'm still alone.
Can anyone see in my chart the reason for that being so and hopefully give me a heads up as for when this problem in relationship should clear up or what I could do on my part to make this situation better? I don't care how long that time might take, I just can't go on thinking that this night when I go out might be THE night, and then get disappointed all over again. I need to know astrologically, when the right time for me will come, so that I may act in accordance.
I don't know what's wrong with me - physical appearance is not the problem, I go to the gym, I have a healthy diet, I'm a good person overall - so why is it that no one seems to take interest for me?
2) I had an inguinal hernia surgery back in 2009, and I feel like I'm gonna have to have another one in my other leg pretty soon. I haven't gone to the doctor yet, but I've been feeling the same hernia symptons I've felt before in the other leg. Can that be shown in my chart?
3)Can anyone see anything about mediumship abilities in my chart. I know I have them, I just wanna see if they show up in my chart as well.
I'll be so grateful to whoever could help me with any of these matters here, and y'all can be sure that the help I receive here will be returned later on.
Here are aspects of my chart, I think they're all here:
Trine Moon-Mars 120°32´
Trine Mercury-Jupiter 120°53´
Opposition Jupiter-Saturn 179°39´
Trine Sun-Pluto 122°12´
Square Moon-Pluto 88°47´
Sextile Neptune-Pluto 56°8´
Conjunction Uranus-Neptune 3°8´
Square Sun-Lilith 87°17´
Trine Venus-Lilith 118°19´
Square Venus-North Node 86°48´
Sextile Sun-North Node 55°46´
Sextile Moon-Venus 64°28´
Sextile Mercury-Saturn 59°28´
Sextile Venus-Mars 56°4´
Square Sun-Mars 87°6´
First, I'd like to make a note real quick before I state what my question is. I'm not going to point to specific threads here, but from reading many of them, it seems that some people who come to this part of the forum to ask for advice just have a "give me, give me" attitude. I've seen some people getting some good advice to their questions without giving back the proper thanks back,etc. Being a beginner, I'm more in a position to ask more than share, but I just want to say that I never forget the good things that others do for me, and y'all can be sure that as my knowledge of astrology grows and mature, I'll be able to give back in return all the help and advice I get here to other members. With that being said, here are my questions:
1) I'm currently 21, I'm gay, and I haven't had any serious relationships with anyone. I spent all of my teenage years struggling with depression - while most of the teens my age just seemed to be out there enjoying life and beginning their first dates. But up till age 18, I didn't have any concerns for relationships. After that, it was just like an internal clock went off inside of me and said, "Time to find someone." And this clock won't shut up. I've had very quick few affairs (if one can call them that) that lasted as quick as they started, and were mostly with guys who weren't right for me, so though they were quick, they left some scars. I find that most gay guys in town are just so different from me - I'm disgusted just by looking at them, most are superficial, hypocrites, false, malicious. I tried going to gay parties before, but I feel so out of place. I tried making friends with other gay guys here in town and I only ended up hurt by the petty fights that happen in their circles. There have been instances where I feel in love with another guy who seemed right for me, but he already had a boyfriend, and other times it just seems like there's a black cloud over my head even when I know that a guy likes me and I like him, but still, no one takes the initiative - I'm usually shy and don't know how to go after. Worst of all is seeing all the jacka**** and as*holes that have hurt me in the past with their respective pairs while I'm still alone.
Can anyone see in my chart the reason for that being so and hopefully give me a heads up as for when this problem in relationship should clear up or what I could do on my part to make this situation better? I don't care how long that time might take, I just can't go on thinking that this night when I go out might be THE night, and then get disappointed all over again. I need to know astrologically, when the right time for me will come, so that I may act in accordance.
I don't know what's wrong with me - physical appearance is not the problem, I go to the gym, I have a healthy diet, I'm a good person overall - so why is it that no one seems to take interest for me?
2) I had an inguinal hernia surgery back in 2009, and I feel like I'm gonna have to have another one in my other leg pretty soon. I haven't gone to the doctor yet, but I've been feeling the same hernia symptons I've felt before in the other leg. Can that be shown in my chart?
3)Can anyone see anything about mediumship abilities in my chart. I know I have them, I just wanna see if they show up in my chart as well.
I'll be so grateful to whoever could help me with any of these matters here, and y'all can be sure that the help I receive here will be returned later on.
Here are aspects of my chart, I think they're all here:
Trine Moon-Mars 120°32´
Trine Mercury-Jupiter 120°53´
Opposition Jupiter-Saturn 179°39´
Trine Sun-Pluto 122°12´
Square Moon-Pluto 88°47´
Sextile Neptune-Pluto 56°8´
Conjunction Uranus-Neptune 3°8´
Square Sun-Lilith 87°17´
Trine Venus-Lilith 118°19´
Square Venus-North Node 86°48´
Sextile Sun-North Node 55°46´
Sextile Moon-Venus 64°28´
Sextile Mercury-Saturn 59°28´
Sextile Venus-Mars 56°4´
Square Sun-Mars 87°6´