paradiselost
New member
Hi! I´m new here and having a REALLY hard time with a very delicate situation at the moment.
A person reapeared out of the blue in my life after years of no contact. It was and still is the love of my life, but we both knew we can´t stay together. At that time, the person broke me completely who I was. It was one of the most traumatic experiences I´ve had. I´d say I didn´t suffer that much we I was raped as a kid, for example.
I thought I was doing fine all these years, that I had healed inside . When the person came to see me, it went all ackward. I got terrified. I am terrified. I don´t want to hurt the person, I don´t want to hurt myself. We are now more or less friends again. I am aware of the heavy pluto potential in my own chart and I am always trying to manage those energies the best way I can. In this case it´s driving me crazy. I cry a lot and my chest aches and I don´t know what to do . There´s a lot of pluto contacts happening between us,north node contacts, chiron too. God help me! He has planets falling in my 7th house (the sun and jupiter) and have opposite ascendants, so I suspect I am trapped in there... Is it true that the house person feels more the emotional burden?I want to work on all those heavy points and be again friends, good friends, to live in peace with this person but I am very much in pain. I am actually suffering too much. I´d appreciate any advice on relationships with heavy pluto AND chiron AND north node contacts AND 7th house AND asc/desc axis.
A person reapeared out of the blue in my life after years of no contact. It was and still is the love of my life, but we both knew we can´t stay together. At that time, the person broke me completely who I was. It was one of the most traumatic experiences I´ve had. I´d say I didn´t suffer that much we I was raped as a kid, for example.
I thought I was doing fine all these years, that I had healed inside . When the person came to see me, it went all ackward. I got terrified. I am terrified. I don´t want to hurt the person, I don´t want to hurt myself. We are now more or less friends again. I am aware of the heavy pluto potential in my own chart and I am always trying to manage those energies the best way I can. In this case it´s driving me crazy. I cry a lot and my chest aches and I don´t know what to do . There´s a lot of pluto contacts happening between us,north node contacts, chiron too. God help me! He has planets falling in my 7th house (the sun and jupiter) and have opposite ascendants, so I suspect I am trapped in there... Is it true that the house person feels more the emotional burden?I want to work on all those heavy points and be again friends, good friends, to live in peace with this person but I am very much in pain. I am actually suffering too much. I´d appreciate any advice on relationships with heavy pluto AND chiron AND north node contacts AND 7th house AND asc/desc axis.