Opal, thank you. That's very interesting findings to read.
I don't hate my mom when I was a kid, I deeply love her but things changed when I reach my teen, experiencing all sorts of darkness and discovered the ugly truth about my birth. No negative scenes at my birth. Before yes, she got scolded by her siblings for her intention to abort but she still do it anyway. The nearest one is Saturn 10 orb wide. Just my uncle was with her that time of giving birth. I was born a week earlier but my mom says that is pretty common. My birth is a quick and easy one, this I can relate to my Mars in 1st house.
How about you, where is your Pluto? What was the aspect to your ascendant?
Opal,
I see. Thanks for sharing. That is one awkwardly strange approach by stranger, lol. how weird, haha.
Btw, I just want to add that my childhood life is dark but not as dark as my teen years where everything collapsing to rubbles. People call their homes, home sweet home. I call my home, home hell home.
He has a degree system, from conception to aged.
Yes, OP; one can even accurately estimate their death window using this system
...29 years.... desolation .... highway underpass ... true beginning of Aquarius by my timescale
Is this your prediction for yourself? or for?
How to deal with the Pluto energy?
Pain works very well, I used to do bloodletting as a child, now I use fire instead. Essentially all Pagan cultures partook in such ceremonies.
A.T. Mann called me a masochist, that was one of the things that sold me on him.
Mann is an interesting writer. What book or books do you own?
Anyways, good luck with all that
Anyone that is interested in Pluto, Jeffrey Wolf Green is a must. I have been looking for my two books of his on Pluto. I guess I should put my pendulum to work, cause they are alluding me.
Mann also mentions that Pluto at the ascendant is indicative of a difficult birth.
btw, I relate this difficult birth for her trying to kill me.May be cause I gave her a really hard time, lol. Just joking, nothing should be used as an excuses for her to do such thing to me but anyway I have forgave her. She said I was the most painful to carry during the 9 months, I made her vomit the most and gave plenty of headaches. Well, when she carries me, we're very poor, one of the reason she abort me but after I was born, financially, we got slightly better.
Pluto, I hope you don’t feel it was you she was killing. She sounds like she was a petrified young woman, trying to make a difficult choice. She seemed aware of her financial situation, and whatever position she was in with your father and her family. You did not exist, you were just something that was inside her, that she was afraid she would not be able to raise.
Have you ever looked at her chart?
It helped me to look at what my parents faced, what their natal charts showed of their challenges. They are as perfect as I am, we can’t expect them not to be human.
There are parents that do have malicious intent, but from what you have written of your mother, she sounds like she was a frightened young woman.
(Hug)
I find there's a bit of a contradiction in astrology. If a planet is within one or two degrees of the next house, the general consensus is to count it as if it's in that house too, yet if a planet is within one degree of the next sign, then doesn't matter if it's within one degree because 29 degrees means it's still in this sign and the next sign is merely the next sign. Not sure what to believe.
I don't think we "deal with" Pluto at all. He just has his way with us while we grin and bear it.