stardust11
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Hi all,
I have Mars in Aries in XII house. Its definitely something I have been struggling with my whole life. I think I am perceived as extremely feminine ( I feel I seem that way in videos I see of myself) but I have definitely always struggled with how I feel -- the balance of masculinity and femininity.
I have a really keen sense of my body/mannerisms internally. My movements are always deliberate even if I am uncertain myself.. which can be very frustrating and leave me flustered... if I walk into a room of people and feel they are watching me I get really clumsy.. almost out of tune with my own body as its doing its deliberate movements...
I tend (especially if nervous) to need to have something to do... and esp if I'm neverous I speed it up (aries full tild 100mph) I'm really learning to slow down when I'm uncertain.. walk more slowly... stop if I don't know what to do next. That is my biggest lesson at the moment.
I guess my question is what have you guys heard about Mars in XII .. I really have made it my life's main purpose to learn about this aspect .. as if its the purpose of my journey here...
tips pointers or things to focus on would be appreciated!
I have Mars in Aries in XII house. Its definitely something I have been struggling with my whole life. I think I am perceived as extremely feminine ( I feel I seem that way in videos I see of myself) but I have definitely always struggled with how I feel -- the balance of masculinity and femininity.
I have a really keen sense of my body/mannerisms internally. My movements are always deliberate even if I am uncertain myself.. which can be very frustrating and leave me flustered... if I walk into a room of people and feel they are watching me I get really clumsy.. almost out of tune with my own body as its doing its deliberate movements...
I tend (especially if nervous) to need to have something to do... and esp if I'm neverous I speed it up (aries full tild 100mph) I'm really learning to slow down when I'm uncertain.. walk more slowly... stop if I don't know what to do next. That is my biggest lesson at the moment.
I guess my question is what have you guys heard about Mars in XII .. I really have made it my life's main purpose to learn about this aspect .. as if its the purpose of my journey here...
tips pointers or things to focus on would be appreciated!