Re: "indigo" asking for guidance sifting through karmic patterns in my chart
I think you lack a lot of understanding as of now. First of all how did you decide you are an indigo? That term is so outdated and.. pointless. It was a mere try to explain the odd generation of Millenials. It's simply evolution, does not need to be labeled.
Second of all, charts in general show karma. You are not more special than the rest with more karma to solve, we all have it. Karma is the law of action and reaction, what goes around comes back around basically. We all have it, we are karmic beings in nature. I'm not sure how you saw exactly many past lives in your chart. I don't think such a thing can be seen in a chart, at least no one discovered how yet.
However having all of your planets and points in late degrees might mean that, but you don't. I'm saying this because I've seen VERY FEW people who seem to be "old souls" meaning they are sort of born mature, and act almost as ascendend masters on earth, but that's rare.
Your chart is heavily piscean, with Sun and Mercury in 12th and MC in Pisces.
Your NN is in 6th house, the Virgo house, which is a house of care for others. The Ascendant always supports the NN, yours being Cancer, Cancer is one of the most caring and nurturing signs as its ruled by the Moon. The path you might need to walk in this life is to be of service to others, that combined with the energy of Sagittarius, might mean being a spiritual teacher or healer. Sagittarius on its own is a selfless sign, Gemini not so much. Think of it as Gemini is the I, Sagittarius is the We as a collective. That's why they are opposites, as opposites attract.
This means your Sun falls in your South Node, which is something you need to transform in this life, as you will get little of it. Meaning, your idea of self and conscious ego. That is supported by the Sun being in the 12th reclusive Piscean house. Basically you need to ditch your idea of self and identity, and you can start of by changing your belief. There is no such thing as an Indigo as the term itself implies "I am more special than the rest". Saggie here wants to teach you that we are all special and important, and we all have a role to play out here. Gemini in general likes to make everything about them, they want to feel special, Sagittarius wants to make other people special, and this way they feel important and fulfilled, which is a path you will take at some point of your life.
Your Moon in Virgo also supports the NN, since the NN is in a Virgo house. Again, the desire to take care and be of service is great. Virgo is a very caring sign, altho it can be a bit too critical and restless at times.
This is something from Astrolada's website:
"VIRGO or 6th house (Ketu or Moon)
These were the hard workers of the past! My clients with this position would often remember lives as servants, maids, serf villagers, slaves, blue and white colour employees for someone else. The life would have been pretty humble and practical, bordering on tough, with a lot of focus on service, routine and developing a good working ethic, which they carry into this life that serve them really well!
They carry from past lives the skill to overcome problems rationally and cleverly.
Nurses, doctors and healers were another often remembered role.
Nuns, monks and priests who had given a vow of chastity/poverty, are a very common past incarnation. I remember one client of mine, with Ketu in the 6th house and the Moon Virgo, who saw a past life in Rome as a vestal virgin!
If the Moon or Ketu in the horoscope are afflicted, poverty, debt, illness, disability of some sort or slavery might have been the norm."
Also this one as your Ketu (South Node) is actually in 12th. Which means you need to bring to life the lessons you learned from a pst life into this current one.
"PISCES or 12th house Moon or Ketu
These people remember lives in some sort of isolation from society and the ordinary world-the most common one is living in a monastery, a lonely outpost, hospital, prison, far away country, etc, where they cannot have the same physical freedom as others.A client remembered being banished to an island for life, away from everything loved and familiar. Another client saw a very recent life as scientists who was always in the lab and was researching something medical
If this life involved a voluntary retreat from normal life-for example in an ashram, then the soul had a very fast spiritual development,: he might have had mystical experiences, higher states of consciousness, revelations, etc. and in tis life time they come with much inner wisdom and unconditional love.
An unafflicted Moon or Ketu in the 12th house or Pisces indicates such voluntary sacrifices of normal life: healers, physicians, monks, devotees, priestesses.
If afflicted then the sacrifice was big, the banishment painful, the losses big and usually as a retribution for past mistakes (karma). Despite of that, the soul has surely matured a lot through such an ordeal and comes meeker and wiser in this incarnation."