Hey thanks for the replies, I was pretty stressed that night and going out of town for a few days has recently helped me understand things a lot better.
Anyway, i will focus on the direction the boomerang is pointing, which is right at the ascendant. I always think about how i represent myself anyway so maybe this is a good time to solidify just that. I imagine it as a bow and arrow, shooting my dreams forward through the house its pointing.
And my moon being in capricorn makes me want some serious things in life so i suppose ill give myself what i need. My problem lately stems from being so different from those around me , but learning to harness the power of Gratitude is really pushing me foward. I guess its alright if saturn is all up on my ascendant, cuz that means i have a desire to be taken seriously and through my work, which will be pretty out there, aka uranus in the first house, im going to be needing to be taken seriously.
THANKS AGAIN,
best wishes to you all
JPROPHT