Hi Amit, thanks for replying. I deleted my interpretation. Context to the question would be helpful to others, but I think it's a no. The moon via combust makes me think I'm being too obsessed, and the chart via the 7th house shows my fixation as well.
(Old reciprocated crush from years ago enters my mind now and then. I'm heading to my old city in a couple of months, desiring to reach out and email him. We're both writers and poets. He doesn't think of me anymore (it has been years) but I still occasionally wonder what could have been had I not left to go traveling), and I wonder if writing to him would be detrimental.)