Hyperqueen
Active member
Hello there fellow forumers ^^
My life summary (you can skip if needed)
I am 20, and I have gotten into astrology a lot in the past. I stopped a lot, and I have started to look into it again in a moderate way because life is normally better to experience with surprises, and no preconceptions. Yet i get drawn back into astrology. It has some truths I think... I think often times I can be in denial of realizing who I really am, and also why I relate to the people I do. My mother keeps trying to tame me in the house. she is building a kitchen for me in my room and is saying "ah why would you leave now?????" but I've never felt satisfied in my house. Also she's a taurus, but she irritates me a lot, and think she's very naggy, needy and clingy. Even if I say this, she has given me everything and I will never stop appreciating her for that. She is the complete opposite to my father, whom I appreciate A LOT. He's an Aries, he's been gone throughout my whole life (he works a lot) but we talk sometimes. Seems like he wanted me to grow up as an independant woman and I have all of my appreciation for him. I love where our relationship is at with him even if I don't see him often.
I've also ALWAYS been so shy but also all at the same time very loud, and I want to be around people. I WANT people in my life. I want the opposite of what I'm supposed to want. If that makes sense. For instance a crab (sun & moon) is supposed to be a homebody. I am in ways, but I really just hate staying in the house and would rather be a homebody at someone's else's house. If that makes sense. On top of that I feel like all of my friends are either air or fire signs. The current boyfriend that I have is ALL FIRE in his chart (at the exception of his moon in gemini) and I am here like.
Am I doing something wrong here, and why am I --
JUST LOOK AT MY CHART! all of these "compatibility sites" are telling me that I am with people I shouldn't be with, but they have been the ones I want to be around the most. I grew up with two libras ^^ And I am really into my aries man... (I will leave his chart too if you're interested in helping me understand that too) or just some life advice is always good too lmfao. We are online dating, but this is probably my longest relationship i've had yet and somehow the only guy who has TRULY kept my interest and is just an amazing guy all around. now I'm not going to say we don't have problems. bleh that's a story for another time.
I checked up the synastry and its mostly positive. (and there's like a pluto trine sun thing going on too) but it doesn't always mean its the best relationships right?
Come here if you don't want to read my rant -- basically all i want is my chart interpretation. I am lost, but anyway this is about discovering me. I appreciate ALL comments, TRULY. don't feel pressured in typing out a big essay, but if you do I will read each and every words and will try to leave out a reply for all of you, or at least a thank you note.
Medical past -- can skip if needed
P.S. Just a little info (medical you could say about me) is that I was born with a speech disorder (dysphasia) and am testing out weather i have ADHD -- which is seeming to come out positive for now. The first part is interesting to me as I'm into singing and just communication in general and people say that they seem to understand me very well for someone who has supposedly a speech disorder. My Perceptual (non-verbal) IQ is above average and my verbal iq is below average through a recent simple IQ test with a psychologist. I have always felt like I couldn't ever really formulate the things in my head properly... but am getting better at it (for those of you who are struggling with this. reading books or anything out loud HELPS.) Just wanted to point that out there. I found it just interesting because I have leo merc conj my MC...
***Here is MY chart: https://ibb.co/2dw6J2D
If you're bored and want to commentate on my relationship, here is my BFs chart. He lives in the states whereas i live in canada: https://ibb.co/qy09kFc
And well, if you are even more bored or just want a better lookout for me and my bfs relationship, I use cafeastrology for synastry. But I have no idea of what his birthtime is so I do it without it.
https://ibb.co/JcFqNVR
https://ibb.co/qN5bvQc
I hope I made it as simple as I could for you guys. Again, I really appreciate all of your replies and really wish to not take you guys for granted. All of you are amazing people and super helpful and have created a great community out here ): I just want you to know that OK?
My life summary (you can skip if needed)
I am 20, and I have gotten into astrology a lot in the past. I stopped a lot, and I have started to look into it again in a moderate way because life is normally better to experience with surprises, and no preconceptions. Yet i get drawn back into astrology. It has some truths I think... I think often times I can be in denial of realizing who I really am, and also why I relate to the people I do. My mother keeps trying to tame me in the house. she is building a kitchen for me in my room and is saying "ah why would you leave now?????" but I've never felt satisfied in my house. Also she's a taurus, but she irritates me a lot, and think she's very naggy, needy and clingy. Even if I say this, she has given me everything and I will never stop appreciating her for that. She is the complete opposite to my father, whom I appreciate A LOT. He's an Aries, he's been gone throughout my whole life (he works a lot) but we talk sometimes. Seems like he wanted me to grow up as an independant woman and I have all of my appreciation for him. I love where our relationship is at with him even if I don't see him often.
I've also ALWAYS been so shy but also all at the same time very loud, and I want to be around people. I WANT people in my life. I want the opposite of what I'm supposed to want. If that makes sense. For instance a crab (sun & moon) is supposed to be a homebody. I am in ways, but I really just hate staying in the house and would rather be a homebody at someone's else's house. If that makes sense. On top of that I feel like all of my friends are either air or fire signs. The current boyfriend that I have is ALL FIRE in his chart (at the exception of his moon in gemini) and I am here like.
Am I doing something wrong here, and why am I --
JUST LOOK AT MY CHART! all of these "compatibility sites" are telling me that I am with people I shouldn't be with, but they have been the ones I want to be around the most. I grew up with two libras ^^ And I am really into my aries man... (I will leave his chart too if you're interested in helping me understand that too) or just some life advice is always good too lmfao. We are online dating, but this is probably my longest relationship i've had yet and somehow the only guy who has TRULY kept my interest and is just an amazing guy all around. now I'm not going to say we don't have problems. bleh that's a story for another time.
I checked up the synastry and its mostly positive. (and there's like a pluto trine sun thing going on too) but it doesn't always mean its the best relationships right?
Come here if you don't want to read my rant -- basically all i want is my chart interpretation. I am lost, but anyway this is about discovering me. I appreciate ALL comments, TRULY. don't feel pressured in typing out a big essay, but if you do I will read each and every words and will try to leave out a reply for all of you, or at least a thank you note.
Medical past -- can skip if needed
P.S. Just a little info (medical you could say about me) is that I was born with a speech disorder (dysphasia) and am testing out weather i have ADHD -- which is seeming to come out positive for now. The first part is interesting to me as I'm into singing and just communication in general and people say that they seem to understand me very well for someone who has supposedly a speech disorder. My Perceptual (non-verbal) IQ is above average and my verbal iq is below average through a recent simple IQ test with a psychologist. I have always felt like I couldn't ever really formulate the things in my head properly... but am getting better at it (for those of you who are struggling with this. reading books or anything out loud HELPS.) Just wanted to point that out there. I found it just interesting because I have leo merc conj my MC...
***Here is MY chart: https://ibb.co/2dw6J2D
If you're bored and want to commentate on my relationship, here is my BFs chart. He lives in the states whereas i live in canada: https://ibb.co/qy09kFc
And well, if you are even more bored or just want a better lookout for me and my bfs relationship, I use cafeastrology for synastry. But I have no idea of what his birthtime is so I do it without it.
https://ibb.co/JcFqNVR
https://ibb.co/qN5bvQc
I hope I made it as simple as I could for you guys. Again, I really appreciate all of your replies and really wish to not take you guys for granted. All of you are amazing people and super helpful and have created a great community out here ): I just want you to know that OK?
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