Hi
Leo Moon
I remember our BML exchange and the general gist of its content.
Unfortunately, I don't keep all written exchanges and I no longer have your chart. Yet if I remember, you had natal MEAN BML in Sagittarius. I recall you speaking of your past personal cultural heritage, which I found interesting. Also, that it could signify 'a natural talent' that, in Sagittarian manner, may be and/or remains (un)recognised in the wider world. (This thought came after seeing Rudolf Nureyev's chart. Leaving and self-imposed exile from his homeland for creative success, never to treturn. His BML is in Sagittarius. Thoughts I worked upon to gather further proof! )
I don't work with aspects between non-physical points (my Earth influence??), so cannot comment on BML's transits to them.
Thinking purely in Astro. symbolism terms, Sagittarius is the sign relating to ( the furthering and expansion of) specialised rather than Gemini's informative general knowledge. This desire to seek knowledge to know ( everything ) works through the function of Jupiter.
Could it be that a BML in Sagittarius, according to natal aspects it makes, shows how and more importantly
IF this is
ever possible?
It’s been observed that there are many sides to BML, of which one is the (self) denial, another is the non-admittance of that which, in this case, Sagittarius knows to be true. If such knowledge is oppressed, denied existence and the opportunity to surface, its images can live within to ‘haunt’ (other than dreams) one’s conscious self.
Deep down, do you really desire to know the truth because of what it can/will reveal about your daughter and her actions? As much as you would desire to, you can never truly know what went on in her mind, feelings, and spirit that resulted as it did. Your 'true knowledge' of her may not go far enough.
Could well be that your BML acts as an inner protector of your feelings.
Just thoughts; nothing written in stone.