hi lucid
the composite chart shows a Jupiter/mars midpoint conjunct to Jupiter. This gives the love and compatibility you have. And with the mars/mercury midpoint conjunct the venus/Jupiter midpoint , the affection between you is accompanied by laughter and and enjoyment of the time you are together. .the eros/juno conjunction is is trine to venus which give the love of being together and it is favorable for commitment and long-term relationships. This is also very romantic and shows your affection is always strong. This ultra romantic feeling is also shown by mercury square to psyche and you always share loving and intimate thoughts.
The moon is opposed to ceres which gives the devotion that is between you
With mars and orcus conjunct the south node, the physical chemistry is very powerful. the composite shows a strong romantic and idealistic streak but this aspect is extremely sexual and physical so you have both a “spiritual “ feeling and an intensely carnal feelings
This incredible affection and love is shown again by the eros/psychic midpoint opposed to the mars/venus midpoint .this again shows that you and he share a deeply spiritual love as well as a deeply sexual love.
With nymphe square to orcus ,the south ,node and mars, you physical intimacy actually takes you both into an ”altered” realities of sensation. These aspects taken together show that you and he share the ultimate connection of the kundalini, the physical/spiritual unity of creation.
But there are some difficult aspects. Sedna is square to orcus. Although you have een together for years, this aspect shows that there are some hidden aspects to his life that he is not sharing and he may not be telling t=you the whole truth about certain things dealing with his actions.
Mars conjunct to orcus and the south node is actually a dark impulse. As you and he share so much light, these dark aspects are balanced but the fact remains that he hides part of himself, he may have dark desires that he feels he must keep from you. On one hand you and he are dedicated to being truthful so he ha had to repress his secrets from you so as not to make you feel betrayed.
With the Jupiter/juno midpoint square to the sun, you feel that marriage is predestined. But the Uranus/Saturn midpoint is conjunct to Neptune and opposed to mercury. And mercury is opposed to Uranus. This shows that he is uncertain and noncommittal about marriage even though everything point to marriage. Wit neptune’s influence ,he may say one thing but still inside he may feel differently.
The mars/Uranus midpoint is square to Jupiter. This shows that he is not inclined toward marriage even thought . likely when the conversation gets around to marriage,. He says he is not ready.
The problem here is that the mars/orcus conjunction makes him very selfish and it is not clear whether this selfishness will ever allow him to commit totally to another person.
It seems that beginning in may and into june that he may have become particularly distant ad unresponsive. He may have started being critical and a bit cold in his emotional responses.
It seems that he may be more moody than normal, though he could be more physical than usual at the same time he is acting less emotional toward you.
rahu
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