Okay, well. I am a female, predominantly with lesbian tendencies; I never used to think much as to why I am the way that I am, but a few days ago, I have come to visit my relatives whom I have not seen for years and it had me thinking about some "interesting" things.
In my youth, I have been particularly close with my female cousins. I am one of the younger cousins, so these female cousins were significantly older, say almost a decade to a decade apart. Most, if not all, of my female cousins were all attractive and in my youth, I have had about three female cousins who expressed their attractions to me, covertly. Now, as an eight year old then, it had really creeped me out that my 15-16 year old female cousins were coming onto me, so I repressed that part of me for a while.
Growing up though, I became more attracted to the same sex, but didn't say anything... but growing up, from the ages 12-present (I'm 22 now), I notice that the girlfriends who become particularly close to me start questioning their sexualities, and though I'm not always the focus of their lesbian desires, there were some who were especially doting, almost romantic with their approach to me. The only two romantic relationships I've had were with girls and these girls were heterosexual prior to me dating them.
So now my question is: Is there anything in my chart that makes me maybe send "subconscious lesbian signals" that are attracting the same sex?
I am thinking that maybe it's my Gemini planets are what's attracting them to me, since it is the sign of duality. Animus/anima, perhaps? Perhaps it is also a work of Uranus, since such things that happened to me I consider to be "shocking and scandalous" and that's the work of Uranus. Or perhaps it's my Venus/Mars combo... one of my exes had the same Venus/Mars combo as I did and she is also a magnet of both sexes.
Any insights anyone?
In my youth, I have been particularly close with my female cousins. I am one of the younger cousins, so these female cousins were significantly older, say almost a decade to a decade apart. Most, if not all, of my female cousins were all attractive and in my youth, I have had about three female cousins who expressed their attractions to me, covertly. Now, as an eight year old then, it had really creeped me out that my 15-16 year old female cousins were coming onto me, so I repressed that part of me for a while.
Growing up though, I became more attracted to the same sex, but didn't say anything... but growing up, from the ages 12-present (I'm 22 now), I notice that the girlfriends who become particularly close to me start questioning their sexualities, and though I'm not always the focus of their lesbian desires, there were some who were especially doting, almost romantic with their approach to me. The only two romantic relationships I've had were with girls and these girls were heterosexual prior to me dating them.
So now my question is: Is there anything in my chart that makes me maybe send "subconscious lesbian signals" that are attracting the same sex?
I am thinking that maybe it's my Gemini planets are what's attracting them to me, since it is the sign of duality. Animus/anima, perhaps? Perhaps it is also a work of Uranus, since such things that happened to me I consider to be "shocking and scandalous" and that's the work of Uranus. Or perhaps it's my Venus/Mars combo... one of my exes had the same Venus/Mars combo as I did and she is also a magnet of both sexes.
Any insights anyone?