GypsyBLove
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Hi Everyone! A bit about how I got here after 25 yrs of studying the subject I am most passionate about, Astrology. I was raised in a family of Curanderos. I showed medium ability at 3 yrs old and spent the next 18 yrs running from my roots. Until I ran smack dab into astrology while trying to understand why I was so misunderstood. Well duhh. I didnt understand myself, so how is anybody else going to understand me?! I had this thing with Scorpios...a love hate, mostly hate thing. So the day comes that I'm at the start of my 2 yr spiritual retreat with a Master Curandero (Last day of Pisces birthtime the exact moment of the vernal equinox. His energy was like being plugged into a socket! OK off topic) So I am now ready to learn to draw my chart and look up where my planets were, because thats what we did in the olden days without computers lol And to my surprise (dismay?) it was Scorpio, Scorpio, Scorpio, Scorpio and to add insult to injury all in the 8th hs. I only recently stopped fainting after saying that But all jokes aside, I knew I had my work cut out for me. Because it was at that moment I realized, I didnt like myself. I used to say in a very superficial way, "I love myself!" Well THAT was a lie now wasnt it? How could I love someone I didnt know? So I dove head first into getting to know ME. And it was a SUPER hard, jagged, bitter horse pill to swallow, DRY! Some years later I accidentally stumbled upon an aspect I somehow missed while trying to correct these nasty little things about myself I never wanted to admit but now HAD to because it was in my face, ON PAPER. Oh denial is the longest river... So the aspect... Yes the one that said I would die yet again in my mid 30's and "IF" I survive I would live a long life that would feel like I was getting younger as I aged. And upon my death very very late in life I would be lucid and aware of my mortality and die peacefully surrounded by those who love me. In my wake I'd leave a legacy for my children. GREAT! All I really heard was Death, "IF I survive" and mid 30's! I had already died twice. How many times can one person die in one lifetime and survive? A few apparently! ok OK Okaaayyy... This should be a piece of cake right? HA! NO! and NOT! How could this computer be telling me this rn? And WHY Now? I was in my 1st Saturn return, life gone to hell and that was the cherry on top of my obsessive freaking brain! So I put away my astrology books, my Tarot Cards and just shut it down spiritually because I had to forget I read that. It wasnt until 3 months after having died 3 weeks after my 35th birthday in the manner specified in the chart reading, which I did not specify above, that I realized I survived the omen. I jumped back into astrology like I never left. I was hungry and thirsty for it. I missed it so much. But something strange happened.. now charts were speaking to me. Yes they speak to me. They tell me intimate details and I cant explain how or why this happens but it does. I'm not advanced enough to tell you scientifically at the drop of a hat. But I can tell you within a few seconds of seeing a chart some things that would take time to look up or figure out. But it doesnt always happen and I dont want to do charts like that. I want to be able to explain in a scientific way how you can see for yourself that what I am saying is true. I want to be certified so that this "gift", if you will, will just be an added bonus to this science of the soul, for which I have a deep love and respect for. It has helped me in becoming this person that can wake up and look in the mirror and say, "You know what? You aint so bad kid" So I look forward to my interactions here with great fervor and am anxious to learn from all of you and with you. Thanks for having me.
PS I am long winded but it's usually entertaining...well at least to me it is LOL
PS I am long winded but it's usually entertaining...well at least to me it is LOL
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