I wasn't really sure whether to ask this or even bring it up, but I've kind of reached a point where I think it's becoming a problem. I'm a Scorpio, born on November 11th and am a professional musician. This past year my mother became extremely ill and almost died and that coupled with a lot of other things led me to shut down emotionally. I've read up on Scorpios and have realized that I do hide/suppress a lot of emotions. I'm currently in the studio recording and have been told that it sounds like I'm just going through the motions and can't wait for the song to be over. I'm a singer, guitar player, and songwriter and I find even songs written about extremely sensitive topics like the death of a close family member who practically raised me don't make me feel anything anymore. The songs are extremely emotionally driven but I can't seem to let go and go to whatever place I used to anymore. I don't know why or what to do but I feel pretty trapped. It's getting to the point where I need to unblock everything/fix the issue but I don't know how. I don't know if anyone here has any advice or suggestions as I feel pretty stupid for even posting this, but I thought it was worth a shot.
Thanks.
Ash
Thanks.
Ash