Hello, I am new here. I am a female, in late 30s. I’ve been learning astrology on my own for a couple of years now and find it very fascinating. The reason that I dived into astrology is that I needed answers desperately because I feel like paralyzed and my life is slipping through my fingers.
I was hurt by personal relations in the past, I made some reckless choices and ever since I cannot move on and take control of my life. Ever since I was a teenager I remember myself living more in my head, fantasizing about my future, rather than living life here and now. Ever since the relationship trauma it got only worse. I cut myself off from all social connections, I am jobless and can barely support myself financially. Not a single day goes by without myself obsessing over this situation and wish the person who hurt me could come back to my life and, yeah, save me... it’s as if I fell into a deep dark well and too weak and broken to get out of it to the sunshine which I crave.
I am struggling with my natal chart, I feel there might be answers.
Thank you very much to anyone who might be interested in interpreting my chart. In case any additional info is needed that will facilitate chart interpretation, I will be glad to present it.
I was hurt by personal relations in the past, I made some reckless choices and ever since I cannot move on and take control of my life. Ever since I was a teenager I remember myself living more in my head, fantasizing about my future, rather than living life here and now. Ever since the relationship trauma it got only worse. I cut myself off from all social connections, I am jobless and can barely support myself financially. Not a single day goes by without myself obsessing over this situation and wish the person who hurt me could come back to my life and, yeah, save me... it’s as if I fell into a deep dark well and too weak and broken to get out of it to the sunshine which I crave.
I am struggling with my natal chart, I feel there might be answers.
Thank you very much to anyone who might be interested in interpreting my chart. In case any additional info is needed that will facilitate chart interpretation, I will be glad to present it.
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