My current cat I bought as a kitten and decided to keep her indoors because like you i didn't completely feel safe letting her outside. Never had an outdoor cat act like this one, but yes, she delights me with her antics.
Would hate to hijack your excellent topic of 5D Inspiration so I have a question for you.
Do you feel like this is one more achievement in life? When I discovered Buddhism you quickly learn the goal there is Enlightenment. A state which you already possess but need years of meditation to realize. Afraid I've been largely disappointed. (In enlightenment not meditation.) Is 5d another state full of promises of
your heart is filled with great love, oneness, and lightness, more than you experience in the 4th dimension.
your mind-body will be offered to work inside the newest fastest computer that operates smoothly at the speed of light!
your open to trusting the constant effortless flow of life in each moment
you drop your negativity, smallness, powerlessness, incompetency, and poverty consciousness. You will release all your old heavy baggage you’ve been carrying for lifetimes!
Instead of it taking months or years in psychotherapy for your karma to dissolve it will take minutes or seconds!
Colors of the world will be brighter and you will hear the divine song of creation.
Time will feel fluid, eternal and illusory
Being an old soul (literally) I'm excited by the promise but also a bit weary.
What are your thoughts?
MD
Talking about cats is high-vibe
and nothing can hi-jack 5D, especially nice, human conversations because we aren't ascended or anyting so it would be wrong to not show we are people with things in common. I did hesitate whether to include a post about shadow work but it's important to not feel shame over anything and most of us will only catch glimpses of 5D. It's all part of the journey
Here is a quote from Eckhart Tolle which what your question -
I experienced what I refer to as my brain malfunctioning after a sleepless night of intense thinking. A friend later said it sounded like Satori. IT lasted for about 18 hours and I most noticed it while I was in an environment with a large group of people and could just feel their innocent chitter chattering energy, as opposed to feeling scared/angry/threatened/anxious. So I have an idea of what it is like to be free from ego and fear, and when my brain first malfunctioned in the early hours, I suddenly just wanted to raise my arms and praise the lord, which I did do for a few minutes.
Unless I had been trying to rationalize my trauma, it would never have happened. But it's just happened once and didn't last. You suck yourself back into a hole eventually. The last few months, I have came off my anti-depressants, stopped smoking, I'm currently spring cleaning and went that beautiful walk, meditating recently. My vibe is very peaceful atm. The satori experience was two years ago so I was back in a hole again but slowly working through my shadow/issues/ego.
I don't want to try get satori again by malfunctioning my brain on purpose, far too impulsive to do anything purposely, but I DO remind myself to be present and enjoy the moment, which is a realistic, achievable thing to do. I'm sure I will be in a hole again, some people live their entire lives in one, but doing shadow work has eventually left me able to function more normally. Without trauma or feeling unloved, I would never have had to dig inwards or look to the universe for it.
At least we are aware of what life is about and not some person who has no idea what shadow work and is chasing something ego-related. That anyone becomes aware of such topics is a sign of 'grace.'
We have evolved from being mindless murderers, being murdered, seeking an ego lifestyle like thinking money or being a psychopathic CEO etc. We have been there, done that and are now learning grace. Being aware of 5D and have the courage to look at your shadow is really sacred enough.
Maybe I will get depressed again, I am still fairly young, maybe I will get an awful painful or terminal disease, but hopefully I will be able to stay present but if not then wafting through the (puppy excrement), a bit like The Shawshank Redemption, eventually leads to more clarity. One thing that never changes is that for people like you and me who think about this stuff, is that we are even spiritual.
Even after the walk the other day when I got myself worked up later that night, I think that was like poison purging from my soul or my psyche wasn't used to feeling so present and connected to nature that it wanted to try poison me with the feeling of hurt and anger again. The technique of being present helped to bring me back. As did the Matthew 5 bible quote about forgiveness. Grace is a real thing, if only we face our fears first.
It's really beautiful enough to just be around 5D things and knowing it exists.