I'm not sure what this year was but I've had such wonderful happenings as being raped, kidnapped in June and ever since then huge relationship problems thanks to Saturn square Venus. Life feels burdened and weighted. I'm having a hard time connecting with anything...the universe, my partner, even me. My spirituality feels nearly dried up. I'm very depressed. I'm trying not to be apathetic but I'm very much apathetic/irritated all the time. I'm trying to fix my medications so that's not an issue at least. I had no idea Saturn square Venus could get worse but time seems to be making it stronger...it's over next month and I can't even imagine how life will feel like after that. Relieved? I've gotten used to this weight. Anyone else been through it?