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my BML at 11Aq23 conjunct Chiron at 8Aq15 conjunct my Ascendant at 14Aq17. These oppose Uranus at 6Leo36rx in the 6th house.
Hi Kite,
I have decided to use simple astrological signatures rather than go into deep depths
without knowing the other themes in the chart that add their focus to the whole. With Aquarius rising and Uranus in the opposing sign, it's possible that you could associate the BML-CH conjunction as part of that. I wonder if you will experience that there can be a difference.
Aquarius is the freedom of spirit of, and through independent thought.
12th house is the intangibility of, and release from influence physical matter.
Chiron is realisation of the inner pain as a result of physical events.
BML *appears* ( read that in several ways!) to relate to non-existence and/or non- manifestation of a first nature ACTIVE FELING, as a result of denial by self.
Uranus is the power of reform through the changing of out-dated modes.
Leo is individual Self's motivation, as expressed through the Sun.
6th house is employment of Self, 'working' upon one's self perfection; house of imperfection of self = physical complaint.
Aquarius rising would provide the idea of someone who *IS* ( 1st house 'I am') a totally independent person, free as a bird, and in complete ease of thought, mind, spirit and soul. But, IMO, if the function of Uranus does not unchain the individual from all links with events that keep one tied to the physical past, as per Saturn, Aquarius rising cannot indicate one who is totally free. Uranus in Leo is retrograde in a FIXED sign. Fixed patterns of expression have difficulty separating, breaking down and re-forming themselves into something else that is not 'self-centred'. The 6th house is under the horizon; it is still a personal house, dealing with employment of Self's possibilities and not with or of others. What can a person experience when the personal ideas are not greeted with the same enthusiasm? We all know what happens with 6th house planets if not used in the manner of their intent. Uranus might work inwards and show itself as a stress, strain and breakdown factor, let alone rhythmic disturbances around the heart region, a hernia, or circulation problems
This is what I consider BML to signify in the aspect mentioned.
There is a deep-seated longing to break free of old patterns and FEEL the total freedom and independence of thought that Aquarius offers, no matter what other people say, do, think or feel, rather than remain dependent upon them. BML appears to feel the most comfortable in Uranus because, in its disconnection with the automatic feeling response, as per Moon, it can totally relate to Aquarius's detachment from emotional bonding and does not, therefore, have to act other than it is in order to feel accepted by anyone, feel part of something. BML in Aquarius does not feel this dire need to belong anywhere. It breaks free to feel free. In the 12th house there is the lesson regarding submission. BML has the greatest difficulty submitting to anyone or anything.
Chiron in Aquarius, however, experiences the inner pain of BEING different to everyone else, of being separated from them in some way, yet this major step towards individuality can be a reason for personal suffering if in the 12th house. BML conjunct Chiron can then submit to this pain, turn against everything Aquarius stands for. It takes on a 12th house guise, plays a role at which it is expert, in the form of the disgraced and abandoned outcast, which create the self-inflicted demons and gives them a reality in the form of regrets and denials that this and that never happened and how things could have been but never were, blaming itself for events that occured...or that didn't. The two together may choose a way of escaping or fleeing the pain experienced and have nothing to do with anyone close, living as a hermit or recluse. This BML doesn't allow itself to see that such would have kept it in bondage to a particular way of life instead of releasing it from it to become the individual it wants to be.
I was taught that Moon is the habitual of what one was, Ascendant rising is how one is now in order to become what the Sun wants to be
Once Chiron brings BML's pain to the surface through the opposing sign Leo, and the individual accepts and undergoes the healing process, Uranus can provide the change that is necessary to move forward into a future released of the past. Neptune and Pluto do their bit as well in bringing about the transition and transformation. It's then that the 'higher' qualities within BML and Chiron, that were always there from the beginning, manifest. In true 12th house fashion they can work their special kind of magic.
Hope this may have rung some bells.
C.
