astrology02
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Does anyone else have pluto transiting their 12th house? are you going crazy too?
I can't believe i'm saying this, but i'm actually looking forward to when pluto conjuncts my ascendant.
My life started unravelling about 5 years ago…up until then things had been going pretty good. As soon as pluto entered my 12th house I went into a major depression. I'm not talking about the kind where you just feel a little down from time to time. I went into a paranoia…thinking i was deathly ill with some virus. Looking back now it seems crazy, but at the time i thought it was the realest thing. I started having panic attacks, didn't leave my house for days…didn't eat. I can honestly say it was the lowest point of my life.
Before pluto hit my 12th house i hadn't been to a hospital in 7 years…in the past 5 years I have been in there 4 times!
Since then I started meditation and became more spiritual as a way of coping with the depression. Before I relied solely on others for validation and over the past year or so I have completely shifted my thinking. I also had very poor eating habits, and after i went into this depression I started eating a lot better. Some good has come out of this transit, it hasn't been all bad. But to get to this point has been complete emotional hell. I've had more breakdowns and breakthroughs in the past 5 years compared to my whole life. I guess everyone always looks back at the rough times & sees them in a new light…but it has been hard.
Is anyone else going through this transit (pluto transiting your 12th house)? has it been rough or am i the only one?
Also does it get better after pluto hits your ascendant…or is that even worse?
Trying to see the positives…but i don't know how much longer i can deal with pluto's energies.
I can't believe i'm saying this, but i'm actually looking forward to when pluto conjuncts my ascendant.
My life started unravelling about 5 years ago…up until then things had been going pretty good. As soon as pluto entered my 12th house I went into a major depression. I'm not talking about the kind where you just feel a little down from time to time. I went into a paranoia…thinking i was deathly ill with some virus. Looking back now it seems crazy, but at the time i thought it was the realest thing. I started having panic attacks, didn't leave my house for days…didn't eat. I can honestly say it was the lowest point of my life.
Before pluto hit my 12th house i hadn't been to a hospital in 7 years…in the past 5 years I have been in there 4 times!
Since then I started meditation and became more spiritual as a way of coping with the depression. Before I relied solely on others for validation and over the past year or so I have completely shifted my thinking. I also had very poor eating habits, and after i went into this depression I started eating a lot better. Some good has come out of this transit, it hasn't been all bad. But to get to this point has been complete emotional hell. I've had more breakdowns and breakthroughs in the past 5 years compared to my whole life. I guess everyone always looks back at the rough times & sees them in a new light…but it has been hard.
Is anyone else going through this transit (pluto transiting your 12th house)? has it been rough or am i the only one?
Also does it get better after pluto hits your ascendant…or is that even worse?
Trying to see the positives…but i don't know how much longer i can deal with pluto's energies.