julia_Rodes
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I'm heartbroken. He ended it this evening saying it was too difficult (complicated family situations) and he couldn't give me what I deserve.
I know I'm clutching at straws. I so desperately don't want to lose him. The thought that he might not be part of my life any more breaks my heart. He offered me friendship but that's not what I want.
In this chart, I am Sun (my natal ascendant is sun so this fits I guess) and he is Saturn (fitting too, given the recent effect he's had on me). I'm also moon.
Sun has no dignity in Aquarius and makes no Ptolemaic aspects. Im guessing this is Not good. In my H6 of routine and work. Hidden from him in his H12.
Moon is in Sagittarius, H4, his H10, dignified weakly by face only. Saturn also in Sagittarius dignified by term, H5.
Moon applying to conjunct Saturn but Venus gets in the way. Is this prohibition? I don't get it - Venus applies to both moon and Saturn - is it still therefore prohibition or is it something else?
I've read for that for such questions you look at the fourth house from the 7th, which here is H10, ruled by Venus. So is Venus here saying we are both finished? But in that case, wouldn't we expect Venus to separate from moon and Saturn?
Can I also ask - moon last separated from Neptune / what does this signify?
Also - as sun doesn't make any aspect with Saturn, does the moon's aspect count? I know it might not here, because of Venus, but in general?
Please help me. This is a man who I cannot seem to let go (and he keeps coming back too, to be fair - we seem to not be able to leave each other despite the many obstacles in our way. We also both know that we will not have a proper future together for years (family obligations) but I am prepared to wait.
Many thanks.
Julia
I know I'm clutching at straws. I so desperately don't want to lose him. The thought that he might not be part of my life any more breaks my heart. He offered me friendship but that's not what I want.
In this chart, I am Sun (my natal ascendant is sun so this fits I guess) and he is Saturn (fitting too, given the recent effect he's had on me). I'm also moon.
Sun has no dignity in Aquarius and makes no Ptolemaic aspects. Im guessing this is Not good. In my H6 of routine and work. Hidden from him in his H12.
Moon is in Sagittarius, H4, his H10, dignified weakly by face only. Saturn also in Sagittarius dignified by term, H5.
Moon applying to conjunct Saturn but Venus gets in the way. Is this prohibition? I don't get it - Venus applies to both moon and Saturn - is it still therefore prohibition or is it something else?
I've read for that for such questions you look at the fourth house from the 7th, which here is H10, ruled by Venus. So is Venus here saying we are both finished? But in that case, wouldn't we expect Venus to separate from moon and Saturn?
Can I also ask - moon last separated from Neptune / what does this signify?
Also - as sun doesn't make any aspect with Saturn, does the moon's aspect count? I know it might not here, because of Venus, but in general?
Please help me. This is a man who I cannot seem to let go (and he keeps coming back too, to be fair - we seem to not be able to leave each other despite the many obstacles in our way. We also both know that we will not have a proper future together for years (family obligations) but I am prepared to wait.
Many thanks.
Julia
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