"For a long time I have felt like I wanted to take care of women too lol. I'm a feminine women but I love other feminine women, and I think maybe the Aries in me (especially venus) makes me a bit of a forward/take charge person. I never realised until I acknowledged that I was gay that I am quite a typical Aries in the romance sense (I never wanted to chase men and couldn't figure out why I was so un-Aries like in the romance department LOL) but I'm very forward with women haha"
People always say that its not like you suddenly becamo gay, that its somethign that you always knew and was born that way.
If so, then I had no idea xD
how did you "discover" it? I mean, it wasnt so obvious to you, wasnt it?
Did you actually had to have something with a girl to realise?
I never chased men either and I will never do it, I dont feel I am very femenine tbh, I am physically strong and I always disliked women who changed for men, for me all those romantically experiences my friends had were silly . however, some men did shake those valors I always had.
"How has your transformation been oriented? is it relationship focused? i'm sorry to hear about your crazy ex I hope you are well away from him now! "
I am not sure yet, I think probably about my life. I was able to finally follow the way I wanted to live. I am out there as I always wanted.
Not sure if also romantically, but surely about self esteem, knowing more myself ,unhealthy attachments I had, wounds that had not been healed yet..--I became vegetarian and I am more spritual now, happier...
"Apparently we have had Pluto squaring our Sun since 14th Dec 2015 and it will be there until 28 Dec 2018. This is a huge transit for major transformation and can really put people through rough experiences! I had some major ones at the beginning and I think it's really helped me to evolve."
Yes all those transformation are because that
Me too I was a very mess during my teens, I felt very ugly I felt very stupid, dumb too. I gained lot of weight I didnt leave my room for several years. I hated school, my family situation was very turbulent I also fell into eating disorders. I actually think I was depressed.
But I left that hole, all by my own
I still do weird things with food tho, just sometimes...
Oh I have a problem with anxiety, thats one of the reason because I had the called emotional eating . wbu?