Can some of the more experienced people please weigh in on this chart? I feel like this is an extremely powerful chart. I'm still going through it. *edit*
My interpretation:
With our Mercury (communication) literally squared in our charts, I hope you're able to understand what I'm writing because of a possible language barrier.
What I'm writing below is how I interpret your chart based on how I'm interpreting my own. I don't look at my chart and look for "things" I need to change but I'm looking for the whole map. I printed out a big poster of my own chart and wrote what each house means and each sign signifies, its helping me understand.
I had to compare our charts to make sense of it, your chart is very dominant. I've attached for others to compare (I am inner circle) but according to astrology.. You are an extremely special person, and you have a cause that needs to be inspired. And I hope this inspires you. Your chart actually helps me
Your chart is seriously mind blowing. Everything in your chart shows that you possess uncommon conscious traits. "Christ" consciousness. Connection with spirit angels who help you. A person who's here to transcend, and not meaning death. Transcend on earth. Your chart seems to say that your entire existence is to go beyond, and help. To come undone and become..something people are searching for. Your 11th house, gives your contribution to society, and your association with society. You have Pallas in Acquarius
PALLAS in the 11th House or in Aquarius =
"You affiliate/align with stimulation, change, progress.
You compete experimentally, individually, erratically.
You negotiate independently, irreverently, uniquely.
You decorate/beautify in associations, with tolerance, through innovation.
You balance individuality, insight, instability.
You seek equality in ideas, causes, organizations.
Justice, to you, should be for anyone and everyone.
You react disruptively, futuristically, defiantly.
You make contracts regarding politics, changes, people.
You justify/fight for freedom, the future, friends."
What's even more mind blowing is that your 5th house is WHAT you will be contributing. Your content. Many celebrities have Pallas in the 11th, but they don't bring the same talents. Your 5th house, which tells us what you have to offer, has Lilith or the Black Moon in Leo.
Lilith = "In essence however the Black Moon Lilith point describes a part of personality that is not only outside of one’s awareness but buried deep in the subconscious realms of the psyche. Like Adam and Lilith in the creative beginnings, there are signs that Lilith has her place in early developmental life. Although “Lilith” in personality is described as repressed, “she” becomes overtly active in thoughts, feelings and behaviors"
"When Lilith “taints” the natural energy of the 5th House, which is all about the pure expression of identity associated with the Sun, there is a perceived lack of authenticity. The person gets called a “phony”, which may or may not be deserved."
It's saying that your hidden self expression comes from subconscious realms. How can you be yourself if your true self is the 12th house of transcendence and you're not on the path? Our charts are slightly similar, your 12th house major planets are in my 10th. I KNOW my career will have to be my life because I say things like "I will pay what I make in a day to leave work right now" And people laugh but they don't really understand how serious I am.
Your true self is the higher self, literally. Your contribution to this world is something you are completely unaware of. But it's in Leo, the lion. It can't be tamed.
Your 12th house has all of the amazing parts of yourself. Your purpose in this life is sitting in your 12th house.
Your Sun = that which "tells of the actual core of a person, the inner self"
Your Moon = "Represents our feelings and emotions, intuition (inner voice) the receptivity, imagination and basic feeling tone of a person"
Mecury = "stands for the spoken and written word, putting in order, weighing and evaluating, the process of learning and skills"
Venus = "sense of beauty, the enjoyment of pleasure, aesthetic awareness, love of harmony, sociability, taking pleasure in relationships and eroticism."
Jupiter = "The search for individual meaning and purpose, optimism, hope and a sense of justice are represented by Jupiter. So also faith, a basic philosophy of life, the striving for spiritual growth and expansion" Luck
North Node = Pisces, PURE, Aquarius, in your 12th house.
The North Node is where you should want to be.
Your 6th house shows that you mastered perfection with Pluto & Virgo
Your Capricorn Stellium of Uranus Neptune & Saturn is in your 9th house. Those born in 88-89 have this but not in the same house. The 9th house is the house of thoughts, quest for knowledge, house of philosophy. My stellium is in 5th house of self-expression.
The Midheaven point in my chart lies over your Ascendant, & your Jupiter trines my Ascendant, if you really believe in astrology it means I'm here to give you this encouragement.
I would agree you’re on the fixed cross with Leo, Aquarius, Taurus, Scorpio. Solar Christ Consciousness. I’m an INFJ and know what that’s all about.
Abandonment, rejection, abuse, persecution, judgment, and the path is quite not fun personally! Very blessed yes, but quite challenging, transforming, and transcending.
I’m not sure how your path is and will be totally different than mine of course, but with Taurus, if that is what she’s talking about and Virgo yes, Archangels and Mary are always guiding you and buddha.
Capricorn and Sagittarius your teachers. And Neptune in there is seeing through the illusions of the other Scorpio Pluto’s and the illusions, which is just part of the journey. Deciphering truth from fiction, fantasy, and role playing, digging to the truth of the matter in religious, spiritual, truths, psychology. Rising above all theories, beliefs, dogma, and doctrines of the world.
The mutable cross Sagittarius/Gemini/Virgo/Pisces is the Sacred Marriage of Twin Flames.
The Cardinal Cross: is Capricorn, Cancer, Libra, Aries.
Those are three different layers, and soul paths we’re all on individually in separate ways.
Self-mastery is challenging.
Pisces Moon would give you watery emotions, feelings. Neptune can be challenging because the whole lesson is about how you see everyone else abandoning and rejecting you, but fail to see towards the end, that all along you may have abandoned yourself and other individuals.
Abandoning self may be through spiritual by passing, education, drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling, and not showing up for self or others in the world. Neptune can mean missing a lot of lessons along the way by being a master escape artist. As in my experience I was the master escape artist.
Tough Journey ahead and self-mastery of the Venus Taurus, Sensory, Sensuality, and five senses, and not allowing the opposite sex or other individuals manipulate your emotions and feelings.
Scorpio Pluto, I don’t know if it’s like Mars in Scorpio, but for me it is disciplined, and can plow through any obstacles, jump every hoop, and strategic.
Blessing, but doesn’t always feel like it along the way. There are wins and loss along the way.
I would use the Angels any time you feel you’re in trouble and have no doubt they’re there.
Just for example: Driving a car on a flat tire with fix a flat for a year. A gas tank almost falling off my car and no knowing it. Ball bearings not in place in one van and the mechanic didn’t know how I drove without it.
Another van the whole frame of the car should have collapsed while driving because I didn’t know it, and a psychic told me check your car, and so yes, I could go on about stories of Angels saving my life, or getting me through obstacles.
Like to get to the Netherlands, I came by myself as a woman. Without it being planned Archangel Michael had a State Police officer escort me all the way here from my home town as another passenger who happen to be traveling to Germany.
I didn’t know him and his wife. And it all happen by coincidence.