Flapjacks
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Hi all,
I'm trying to figure out how to handle t. Uranus square Mars transit (t. Uranus in 11th house Aries and Mars in 8th house Capricorn). Pluto is also conjunct my Mars as we have this Uranus/Pluto square in the sky right now. Has anyone had a hard hit from Uranus to Mars, and how did you deal with it?
This transit seems to be affecting work because my natal Pluto is in the 6th, Uranus rules 10th house and Mars is ruled by Saturn which is also in the 6th.
Mechanical/electrical things keep breaking at work, and there is no one to fix them in a timely manner, and I don't know how but feebly try and then feel useless when I don't succeed. I have this sort of resentment that I'm stumbling around blind doing things that "fathers teach their boys" but not girls. Whether true or not, I feel like if I had been a boy or had a dad growing up I would have been taught how to fix things and it wouldn't be interfering with my job right now. This feeling really culminated when I blew a tire on a busy highway at rushhour in the dark and there was a very small shoulder to pull over on, and it was raining, and I just wanted to get out and fix the freaking tire and go but I'm too small/weak to actually get the nuts off with the wrench I had. I was so angry about that I cried while calling for help, but a police officer stopped help me with his fancy cross wrench that had more leverage.
I feel abandoned by my employer, and it's making it difficult to focus on working. They've openly admitted they do not support me enough. They put me in a position to make decisions that I don't feel I'm being paid enough to take responsibility for, or don't have the knowledge to do, and I become paralyzed. I also end up working within a framework that is inadequate, which is frustrating. I get so frustrated sometimes that I shut down, which of course doesn't help anything. I get a lot angrier and more competitive about work than I ever have. A competing business, for instance, put out an article in the local newspaper declaring themselves the only provider of our services in the region. I got so mad I started yelling and threw the paper!
I have a weird fantasy of working in a restaurant as a bus person or waitress or dishwasher, just to be able to work myself to death and be underpaid without having to think too much about it, without having some illusion that I'm qualified to do something.
This transit seems to be a big part of these issues. A lot of it started just after the grand cross hit.
So... that's my experience so far... How do you handle frustration indicated by a harsh Uranus aspect?
I'm trying to figure out how to handle t. Uranus square Mars transit (t. Uranus in 11th house Aries and Mars in 8th house Capricorn). Pluto is also conjunct my Mars as we have this Uranus/Pluto square in the sky right now. Has anyone had a hard hit from Uranus to Mars, and how did you deal with it?
This transit seems to be affecting work because my natal Pluto is in the 6th, Uranus rules 10th house and Mars is ruled by Saturn which is also in the 6th.
Mechanical/electrical things keep breaking at work, and there is no one to fix them in a timely manner, and I don't know how but feebly try and then feel useless when I don't succeed. I have this sort of resentment that I'm stumbling around blind doing things that "fathers teach their boys" but not girls. Whether true or not, I feel like if I had been a boy or had a dad growing up I would have been taught how to fix things and it wouldn't be interfering with my job right now. This feeling really culminated when I blew a tire on a busy highway at rushhour in the dark and there was a very small shoulder to pull over on, and it was raining, and I just wanted to get out and fix the freaking tire and go but I'm too small/weak to actually get the nuts off with the wrench I had. I was so angry about that I cried while calling for help, but a police officer stopped help me with his fancy cross wrench that had more leverage.
I feel abandoned by my employer, and it's making it difficult to focus on working. They've openly admitted they do not support me enough. They put me in a position to make decisions that I don't feel I'm being paid enough to take responsibility for, or don't have the knowledge to do, and I become paralyzed. I also end up working within a framework that is inadequate, which is frustrating. I get so frustrated sometimes that I shut down, which of course doesn't help anything. I get a lot angrier and more competitive about work than I ever have. A competing business, for instance, put out an article in the local newspaper declaring themselves the only provider of our services in the region. I got so mad I started yelling and threw the paper!
I have a weird fantasy of working in a restaurant as a bus person or waitress or dishwasher, just to be able to work myself to death and be underpaid without having to think too much about it, without having some illusion that I'm qualified to do something.
This transit seems to be a big part of these issues. A lot of it started just after the grand cross hit.
So... that's my experience so far... How do you handle frustration indicated by a harsh Uranus aspect?
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