xyclomatic
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Hi guys, for the past several months I've been feeling more depressed than usual, and had even contemplated suicide a few times... but of course, I could never act out on those negative thoughts. Even when things go fine, there's always that underlying feeling of sadness, loneliness, and isolation.
In terms of my social life (or lack thereof) I noticed how people often ignore me despite my efforts in trying to initiate conversation. Also, I find it bizarre how I'll tend to get overlooked when I'm part of a group of people. Like... It. Happens. Most. Of. The. Freaking. Time. In fact, it happened so often that I'm starting to think that I'm "cursed" in social situations as it always been a recurring cycle. I took a closer look at my chart and found out the ruler of my 12th is in my 11th house of friends, so perhaps that partially has something to do with it?
If not that, then maybe it's the current transits that are to blame, but I'm not sure. Can you guys help me out? Thanks.
Below is an attachment of my Natal Chart with transits:
In terms of my social life (or lack thereof) I noticed how people often ignore me despite my efforts in trying to initiate conversation. Also, I find it bizarre how I'll tend to get overlooked when I'm part of a group of people. Like... It. Happens. Most. Of. The. Freaking. Time. In fact, it happened so often that I'm starting to think that I'm "cursed" in social situations as it always been a recurring cycle. I took a closer look at my chart and found out the ruler of my 12th is in my 11th house of friends, so perhaps that partially has something to do with it?
If not that, then maybe it's the current transits that are to blame, but I'm not sure. Can you guys help me out? Thanks.
Below is an attachment of my Natal Chart with transits:
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