Lykanized
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I'm not looking to be able to manipulate people to get my way or attain friends via ingenuineness. That's not my style. I'm just a lonely soul. I don't really have any friends at all except online and maybe a couple offline
I have trouble developing deep connections with people and this is a multifaceted issue. On one hand, I'm quite an odd creature. I find it hard to connect with people as I'm just a different species. It's very very rare I find someone I can truly connect with and I'm not one for superficial connection
I seek deep connection, intimacy, even in friendships. I hate superficiality and tbh, it drains me. When I get to know people, I like to know them, the real them. I want to know their darkness and I want to be able to share mine with them too. I'm a very openminded and accepting person. I love people. I love getting to know people and I love good conversation
I've even been called charming and witty. But something is missing. Sometimes people think I think too much. Other times I feel like I throw people off by going too deep too quick. In other words, I'll talk about things that might seem taboo or that may make them feel uncomfortable. I have a high threshold and nothing really makes me feel uncomfortable so it's hard for me to understand other peoples' boundaries
I've had terrible social anxiety since I was 6 and right now I'm 24. It's gotten a lot easier, but it still plagues me. I constantly feel out of touch with people and like we're just not on the same wavelength. I crave intimacy yet I know in reality deep conversation is rarely found right off the bat. Despite that, I rarely find any kind of connection with people no matter how much I want to. I question myself A LOT. If I try to talk to people, afterward I'm filled with shame like I said something wrong
Despite all this, I LOVE people. I have a passion for people. I seek deep, free flowing, unfiltered conversation and whenever I do get this connection with anyone, it fills something in my spirit that I can't even put into words. I love people who aren't afraid to share the gritty details of their lives and their inner selves. I love people who others may see as odd. I love people who can share something I've never heard or thought of before
Like I said, I've been called witty and charming, but most often I'm pretty quiet and selfcritical. My desire to to be able to just be in the moment and no have anxiety holding me back from engaging people the way I want to. I want to have friends too
My question is... Is there potential in my chart for becoming more social, less self critical, more engaging, and working on that charm and wit? Where should I focus my energy in my journey to get out of my shell and defeat my social anxiety?
This is a quote from another thread...
What struck me was that she mentioned these aspects might be popular, but I'm not popular at all. Throughout my life, I've generally gone under the radar. In highschool I was literally known as 'the quiet girl' lmfao
So that got me thinking that there might be potential in my chart to become more social as I desire to be
I am a bit tired at the moment so there's probably a lot more I could say and maybe I will tomorrow, but this is the gist of it all
I have trouble developing deep connections with people and this is a multifaceted issue. On one hand, I'm quite an odd creature. I find it hard to connect with people as I'm just a different species. It's very very rare I find someone I can truly connect with and I'm not one for superficial connection
I seek deep connection, intimacy, even in friendships. I hate superficiality and tbh, it drains me. When I get to know people, I like to know them, the real them. I want to know their darkness and I want to be able to share mine with them too. I'm a very openminded and accepting person. I love people. I love getting to know people and I love good conversation
I've even been called charming and witty. But something is missing. Sometimes people think I think too much. Other times I feel like I throw people off by going too deep too quick. In other words, I'll talk about things that might seem taboo or that may make them feel uncomfortable. I have a high threshold and nothing really makes me feel uncomfortable so it's hard for me to understand other peoples' boundaries
I've had terrible social anxiety since I was 6 and right now I'm 24. It's gotten a lot easier, but it still plagues me. I constantly feel out of touch with people and like we're just not on the same wavelength. I crave intimacy yet I know in reality deep conversation is rarely found right off the bat. Despite that, I rarely find any kind of connection with people no matter how much I want to. I question myself A LOT. If I try to talk to people, afterward I'm filled with shame like I said something wrong
Despite all this, I LOVE people. I have a passion for people. I seek deep, free flowing, unfiltered conversation and whenever I do get this connection with anyone, it fills something in my spirit that I can't even put into words. I love people who aren't afraid to share the gritty details of their lives and their inner selves. I love people who others may see as odd. I love people who can share something I've never heard or thought of before
Like I said, I've been called witty and charming, but most often I'm pretty quiet and selfcritical. My desire to to be able to just be in the moment and no have anxiety holding me back from engaging people the way I want to. I want to have friends too
My question is... Is there potential in my chart for becoming more social, less self critical, more engaging, and working on that charm and wit? Where should I focus my energy in my journey to get out of my shell and defeat my social anxiety?
This is a quote from another thread...
Hello me again lol
Venus conjunct mc trine Jupiter....you know they say even a square between venus and Jupiter is good because of the natural friendship between the two planets and the venus/mc is extremely positive too.
I have heard that venus conjunct mc can also give away too much of themsleves and so possibly the trine between Jupiter and Venus means that this happens very easily and explains why you prefer to indulge as opposed to plan.
It is a shame that a trine can be seen negatively like this but I guess that means a square can be good by giving motivation.
Doesn’t answer your question about being attractive,although venus conjunct mc trine Jupiter will be undeniably popular.
What struck me was that she mentioned these aspects might be popular, but I'm not popular at all. Throughout my life, I've generally gone under the radar. In highschool I was literally known as 'the quiet girl' lmfao
So that got me thinking that there might be potential in my chart to become more social as I desire to be
I am a bit tired at the moment so there's probably a lot more I could say and maybe I will tomorrow, but this is the gist of it all
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