Osamenor
Staff member
I just noticed something else: comparing your SR chart with your natal, SR Saturn is in your natal ninth house, as is Mars--and Mars is stationary, about to go retrograde. The Mars station doesn't show in the Astrodienst chart, I just know that because I'm following the current transits--but that both of these placements are in your ninth house indicates that this is a time to rethink your relationship to, and way of going about, higher education.
Since this is in your ninth house, and Sagittarius to boot, there could also be a message about travel and escapism and using travel to escape your problems--but from what you've said, it sounds like education is the big issue right now. That's something you can't escape from.
If you were somewhere else during your solar return, those planets would still be in your natal ninth house, so you really wouldn't be able to escape that. By staying put, you're keeping Saturn on the SR ascendant, which puts that issue front and center for you this year. If you had managed to get away, so that Saturn were "safely" away from your ascendant, all that would do is push the issue to the background. Which would only serve to make you unhappier because you wouldn't be doing anything about the real problem.
Since this is in your ninth house, and Sagittarius to boot, there could also be a message about travel and escapism and using travel to escape your problems--but from what you've said, it sounds like education is the big issue right now. That's something you can't escape from.
If you were somewhere else during your solar return, those planets would still be in your natal ninth house, so you really wouldn't be able to escape that. By staying put, you're keeping Saturn on the SR ascendant, which puts that issue front and center for you this year. If you had managed to get away, so that Saturn were "safely" away from your ascendant, all that would do is push the issue to the background. Which would only serve to make you unhappier because you wouldn't be doing anything about the real problem.