I don’t think this was the best way to phrase the question but I mean like ‘is it our fate to eventually come together as life partners?’
So without too much backstory, we met 5 years ago and keep getting in touch and falling out of touch etc.. but I thought, when we first met, that he was going to one day be my partner. Anyway we’re in different countries and can’t travel to be together just now.
He just told me he loves me.. but I wasn’t expecting it and finally said I felt like I didn’t want to say it back yet... even though I do feel like that.. (I’m retrograde; not being straightforward). Anyway.. I think he was hurt because he hasn’t been in touch for a couple of days.. I’m scared this is just an online thing and that without a real relationship I’m playing pretend.
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I’m Jupiter/Moon, he’s Mercury/Sun
I’m Jup. in Capricorn H2, fall, (scared that it’s just all a trick.. and stressed about having no income tbh), no reception with Mercury (can’t actually get to know him well by phone) and in Sun’s face..
Moon is near the degree of its Taurus exaltation (I’m soo happy to know he loves me); Mercury’s face; no reception with Sun.
He (Mercury) is in Cancer, in Moon’s sign (he loves me) on his H2 cusp too.. In Jupiter’s exaltation, 5° from exact degree; he’s infatuated with me.. but he’s peregrine — in another country he kinda has nothing to offer me.
Sun is on the H9 cusp — also in Cancer: Moon’s sign and Jup.’s exaltation, (he really loves me).. but again, peregrine..
So anyway it’s not strong/confident but there is some reception..
Sun is 22°, a few seconds from exactly opposing rx Jupiter on 22°. This partile aspect could be testimony to ‘we are the same’ — a soulmates kinda thing. But that for now, we will keep coming together and separating again. Moon separates from a sextile with Mercury (mixed reception) applies to sextile Sun (Sun receives Moon but Moon doesn’t receive Sun) but before it does, Sun opposes Jupiter (mixed reception).
How do I read that? As applying aspects between significators and a ‘yes’ testimony?
Here’s some extra info:
My Jupiter antiscion is on my AC (7°39), opposite his Sun antiscion on his AC (7°24). Moon’s antiscion is on the Leo MC (23°35) — I’m hiding how much I really love him, but that’s where this is going..
The PoF/my H11 cusp (what is destined/what I really hope and wish for) is on Mercury’s degree of exaltation (15° Virgo).
Part of Marriage is 1°48 Aqua, and it’s dispositor Saturn is over the fence in Cap nearby, also H3. We both (Merc. and Jup.) have reception with Saturn (I’m Libra and he’s Aquarius btw)
Part of Love is 25° Libra. Its dispositor Venus is on his AC; we both have reception with her... PoL is conjunct Saturn’s degree of exaltation (21° Libra)
So.. it kind of seems like, maybe yes..? Eventually..?
(Edit btw: we have been in contact again since I posted this, there’s no love lost)
So without too much backstory, we met 5 years ago and keep getting in touch and falling out of touch etc.. but I thought, when we first met, that he was going to one day be my partner. Anyway we’re in different countries and can’t travel to be together just now.
He just told me he loves me.. but I wasn’t expecting it and finally said I felt like I didn’t want to say it back yet... even though I do feel like that.. (I’m retrograde; not being straightforward). Anyway.. I think he was hurt because he hasn’t been in touch for a couple of days.. I’m scared this is just an online thing and that without a real relationship I’m playing pretend.
https://ibb.co/34km75F
I’m Jupiter/Moon, he’s Mercury/Sun
I’m Jup. in Capricorn H2, fall, (scared that it’s just all a trick.. and stressed about having no income tbh), no reception with Mercury (can’t actually get to know him well by phone) and in Sun’s face..
Moon is near the degree of its Taurus exaltation (I’m soo happy to know he loves me); Mercury’s face; no reception with Sun.
He (Mercury) is in Cancer, in Moon’s sign (he loves me) on his H2 cusp too.. In Jupiter’s exaltation, 5° from exact degree; he’s infatuated with me.. but he’s peregrine — in another country he kinda has nothing to offer me.
Sun is on the H9 cusp — also in Cancer: Moon’s sign and Jup.’s exaltation, (he really loves me).. but again, peregrine..
So anyway it’s not strong/confident but there is some reception..
Sun is 22°, a few seconds from exactly opposing rx Jupiter on 22°. This partile aspect could be testimony to ‘we are the same’ — a soulmates kinda thing. But that for now, we will keep coming together and separating again. Moon separates from a sextile with Mercury (mixed reception) applies to sextile Sun (Sun receives Moon but Moon doesn’t receive Sun) but before it does, Sun opposes Jupiter (mixed reception).
How do I read that? As applying aspects between significators and a ‘yes’ testimony?
Here’s some extra info:
My Jupiter antiscion is on my AC (7°39), opposite his Sun antiscion on his AC (7°24). Moon’s antiscion is on the Leo MC (23°35) — I’m hiding how much I really love him, but that’s where this is going..
The PoF/my H11 cusp (what is destined/what I really hope and wish for) is on Mercury’s degree of exaltation (15° Virgo).
Part of Marriage is 1°48 Aqua, and it’s dispositor Saturn is over the fence in Cap nearby, also H3. We both (Merc. and Jup.) have reception with Saturn (I’m Libra and he’s Aquarius btw)
Part of Love is 25° Libra. Its dispositor Venus is on his AC; we both have reception with her... PoL is conjunct Saturn’s degree of exaltation (21° Libra)
So.. it kind of seems like, maybe yes..? Eventually..?
(Edit btw: we have been in contact again since I posted this, there’s no love lost)
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