You and I have a similar chart. I was born 4 days before you and my rising sign is at 28* Libra. I also became ill when I was 17. I've also had weight problems my whole life. I also lost my father at a young age (I was 14 and his death was ruled a suicide)
How do you feel certain aspects have played out in your life? I'm especially curious about how your Leo Stellium square Pluto has played out. I feel unlucky in life too, and I'm wondering if there is any similarity between us?
Hello!
I am so sorry you have had so many difficulties
I am really curious to see your chart, but I am a bit dissapointed also because we do not have similar house placements, so I am wondering why you have similar to mine difficulties
I won't tell you much about Mars/Venus conjuction because most of the good things this conjuction brings are cancelled when it's being afflicted..
In our case the conjuction is afflicted by Pluto,
So the "making easily romantic relationships" and the "lucky in money" things do not apply to me at all..
It's so difficult for me to make a relationship that I have never ever been in one..
Despite the fact that Venus-Mars and Jupiter are in my 2nd H which is supposed to show that I have much money, I am not lucky at all with money.. I can not make it by myself and as you can suspect.. with Saturn in my 8th H no one else will give me money and I was born in a poor family.
So..
I guess all other things that I read for the Mars/Venus conjuction apply to me and in fact their effect is multiplied due to Pluto.
So I have really intense emotions, I come out as a strong person in love and generally..
Although I am extremely jealous and everything makes me suspicious,
I mean I never trust anyone..
I never show my jealousy.. and if the man I want makes me jealous and it's his fault (like let's say we are together and he looks in a kind of flirty way another girl,) then that's it.. I'll just stop wanting him.. I feel like I lost my time with him, I do not feel hurt nor angry etc.. I just feel uninterested and bored.
I am not pushy at all.. in fact others are pushy with me..
but to be honest I think most of the time they are right for being pushy
because I need waaay too much time to feel ready to do whatever all normal people do when they fall in love.
I am generally direct and honest although I can pretend better than successfull actors
I do not find any point in pretending generally though because I want my relationships with others to be based on honesty.
But when it comes to revenge..
hehehe..
I naturally put all my efforts and it's such a pleasure for me..
generally dark and intense things do intrigue me..
but I never put myself or others in danger. Unless they heavily betray me.
Everything written on the internet about Venus square Pluto applies to me..
On the other hand.. I do not feel the Mars/Pluto square that much..
I am not violent at all.. My ways to balance injustice is always sneaky..
I also do not find interesting insulting someone using bad words.. nor using violence..I find it stupid and extremely boring..
I need passion in my life.. In fact I need to feel too much passionate to do anything because otherwise I have no motivation.
Until my 21 years and a half (almost 22 years old) I wanted so much to be in a relationship with someone I was in love.. it was the most important thing to me.. and I was sure that I would be in a relationship some day..
When I got 22 I realised that I am not going to be in a relationship probably ever.. I am to a point that I can control my emotions.. now and because of the difficulties I've been through I stopped wanting a relationship..
I've been in love thrice since I was 13 years old till my 23..
And I always know that I will get over anyone.. I just need much time..
I also feel more in pain or I would better say more worried than happy.
I do not know why that happens. maybe the intensity or the fact that I know that someday it will come the end of the relationship.. I also feel like there is no point because I will be hte one that will end up hurt..
So there no gain but pain..
I also fall in love and tend to attract scorpios in general
When others guess my sign 90% will guess I am a scorpio..
And I get so many compliments for my eyes/gaze.. and I do not have beautiful eyeshape nor eyecolor..
I also feel like I tenf to magnetize/attract people's attention without trying at all.. In fact this thing bothers me because I want to get lost in the crowd you know? I like feeling unnoticable.. I like feeling like I am all aone even when I am in the middle of a huge crowd. (sun in 12th H does its job well I guess
)
I have 2 friends born one 2 and the other 5 days before me..
they also have Mars/Venus conjuction squared by Pluto.. but they are not the same at all.. They are lightheaded girls.. they are not suspicious at all.. I feel like even if they get cheated in front of their eyes
they will believe it if their bfs tells them that he didn't cheated on them..
they are passionless, I can not find any similarity with them when comparing how we feel and act when in love.
So maybe the fact that Pluto is in my 5th H
has to do smth with it...
One of the other girls has her Pluto in the 6th H.. and she is passionate about 6th H matters.. while I am the exact opposite..
I can not think of something else related to my Venus-Mars cinjuction squared by Pluto.
OOh! the fact that I love money.. life is pointless or me if I have no money enough to spend to things I love although I may not need them.
Hmm I can not think of something else right now but you can ask me anything you want
What other aspects do you want us to discuss??
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