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Look anywhere and look at people who want a bit of this energy, the intenseness, sexiness, mysterious nature of it.
Yet you should try having a strong Pluto placement with many aspects, it works for myself and against myself and because of it being retrograde the intensity is even greater than a direct Pluto.
It's messed up how hard it is for me to allow myself to show my Plutonic self as i fear how i come across with it and feel naked and on show to everyone when i do.
I will show aspects i have so you can attempt to see it from my angle.
From here: http://www.thedarkpixieastrology.com/natal-pluto.html
With your natal Mars square or opposite your natal Pluto, you can be controlling and manipulative when you’re trying to get people to do what you want. No one can walk all over you, but you might do that to others. You have to learn to control your anger and not let the worst part of yourself take over. In love, you can be possessive and expect too much.
Very accurate, and i have to control myself in order to not do this which again suppresses some of me, but clearly for the better.
With your natal Moon square or opposite natal Pluto, when you get hurt, it hurts deep. You’re terrified of being hurt, yet you crave intimacy. You can find yourself alone a lot because you’re too scared to be close to people, but you’re not satisfied alone either. You can be an intimidating person, overly controlling, and downright scary to others with your powerful personality. When angry, you can become enraged. You hold grudges for far too long, and have a hard time forgiving anyone for even the slightest of things. If you could learn to control your emotions and learn how to use them productively, you can be a force.
^honestly very true but i have good control of it, but every now and then i just go nuts.. say around 3 times a year.. lol
With your natal Mercury square or opposite your natal Pluto, you can become obsessed easily. It’s difficult to pull yourself back once you get into something. Trusting people is a problem because you always think they have malicious intent, and you’ll keep digging until you find something that proves you’re right, at least in your own head. You can use your determined mind to your advantage through your work, if you can corral it.
Again highly accurate^
Now on the good side..
With your natal Jupiter sextile or trine your natal Pluto, you’re driven to achieve your goals, and the aspirations that you have are lofty. You can achieve a lot in your life, and you help other people to use their abilities well.
Very true.
With your natal Sun sextile or trine your natal Pluto, you go after whatever you’re passionate about or goals you have. You feel as though you’re meant for something great, and you embrace that. You like to solve puzzles, can look beneath the surface easily, and find signs everywhere. You want an extraordinary life.
Also very true.
With your natal Neptune sextile or trine your natal Pluto, you have an active imagination, and are an intuitive person. You can follow your dreams and make them real, and it happens more smoothly.
People call me a dreamer... i call myself a realistic dreamer who can achieve it.
So just think, all that obsessiveness is not really healthy even for myself, the mind is never at ease, being this internally intense person, and i don't mean intense as in oh i'm so great, i loath it, i hate every inch of this inner fire from Pluto, because it more than clouds a lot of the good in me when i don't have a grasp on it, it's not something that can be controlled forever, with time i will transform it but that's a process.. no given time frame for it.
Pluto in Scorpio 8th house.. look how dark and mysterious i am.. LMAO.. i would rather be an open book for someone to read easily than have this all seeing eye into people.. does more harm than good at times, though it has it's uses for good too.
Yet you should try having a strong Pluto placement with many aspects, it works for myself and against myself and because of it being retrograde the intensity is even greater than a direct Pluto.
It's messed up how hard it is for me to allow myself to show my Plutonic self as i fear how i come across with it and feel naked and on show to everyone when i do.
I will show aspects i have so you can attempt to see it from my angle.
From here: http://www.thedarkpixieastrology.com/natal-pluto.html
With your natal Mars square or opposite your natal Pluto, you can be controlling and manipulative when you’re trying to get people to do what you want. No one can walk all over you, but you might do that to others. You have to learn to control your anger and not let the worst part of yourself take over. In love, you can be possessive and expect too much.
Very accurate, and i have to control myself in order to not do this which again suppresses some of me, but clearly for the better.
With your natal Moon square or opposite natal Pluto, when you get hurt, it hurts deep. You’re terrified of being hurt, yet you crave intimacy. You can find yourself alone a lot because you’re too scared to be close to people, but you’re not satisfied alone either. You can be an intimidating person, overly controlling, and downright scary to others with your powerful personality. When angry, you can become enraged. You hold grudges for far too long, and have a hard time forgiving anyone for even the slightest of things. If you could learn to control your emotions and learn how to use them productively, you can be a force.
^honestly very true but i have good control of it, but every now and then i just go nuts.. say around 3 times a year.. lol
With your natal Mercury square or opposite your natal Pluto, you can become obsessed easily. It’s difficult to pull yourself back once you get into something. Trusting people is a problem because you always think they have malicious intent, and you’ll keep digging until you find something that proves you’re right, at least in your own head. You can use your determined mind to your advantage through your work, if you can corral it.
Again highly accurate^
Now on the good side..
With your natal Jupiter sextile or trine your natal Pluto, you’re driven to achieve your goals, and the aspirations that you have are lofty. You can achieve a lot in your life, and you help other people to use their abilities well.
Very true.
With your natal Sun sextile or trine your natal Pluto, you go after whatever you’re passionate about or goals you have. You feel as though you’re meant for something great, and you embrace that. You like to solve puzzles, can look beneath the surface easily, and find signs everywhere. You want an extraordinary life.
Also very true.
With your natal Neptune sextile or trine your natal Pluto, you have an active imagination, and are an intuitive person. You can follow your dreams and make them real, and it happens more smoothly.
People call me a dreamer... i call myself a realistic dreamer who can achieve it.
So just think, all that obsessiveness is not really healthy even for myself, the mind is never at ease, being this internally intense person, and i don't mean intense as in oh i'm so great, i loath it, i hate every inch of this inner fire from Pluto, because it more than clouds a lot of the good in me when i don't have a grasp on it, it's not something that can be controlled forever, with time i will transform it but that's a process.. no given time frame for it.
Pluto in Scorpio 8th house.. look how dark and mysterious i am.. LMAO.. i would rather be an open book for someone to read easily than have this all seeing eye into people.. does more harm than good at times, though it has it's uses for good too.