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Self esteem in my chart
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What would my chart indicate about my self esteem and what do all of the planets in my 4th house mean?
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if anything your chart looks like you have a bipolar dynamic. with the moon conjunct t urnus and square to mars on the descendant, you certainly are outgoing and rebellious for that matter.
the square of chiron opposed to Saturn square to Jupiter could cause negative self esteem dynamics if your father was particularly emotional abuse.
eris is conjunct to your node with gives you a strong sexual nature that projects from your whether you try or not to project it.
psyche is square to chiron which can indicate there was emotional abusive environment in your childhood
eros o conjunct the vertex which also indicates that you have a attractive sexual nature but gain, it is not a energy you can turn on or off.which suggest that sexuality might be a issue because you are treated in sexual manner whether you are comfortable or not with it
you mars is trine to venus which shows you are genuine loving person with normal expectations in relationships ect. with the juno/Jupiter midpoint square to pallas, it seems you are inclined to find a committed spouse.
your moon/mars and Uranus/mars midpoints are square to pluto and opposed to orcus and square to sedan...so sexuality is certainly part of your elf esteem issues. this is a extremely sexual aspect but it is is difficult to have a sincere loving relationship because the physical aspect is much stronger that the emotional component .. if anything you enjoy variety.
the real issue here is your sexuality and it seems to be that your childhood sexual experience are at the center of you question about self esteem.
venus is conjunct to ixion which suggest that you often find yourself in relationship with women who tend to be aggressive or combative .
rahu
I didn't have any sexual experiences during childhood, whether consensual or otherwise. Now, as a teenager, I wanted to have sexual experiences but since I had, at the time, undiagnosed ADD, it made me socially awkward and behind my peers in social skills. For example, at the age of 16, I would have had the social skills of an 11 or 12 year old, so you can see how that would affect my relating to girls my age. Also, I got better looking well into my 20s, but I was the ugly duckling turned into a swan sort of thing.if anything your chart looks like you have a bipolar dynamic. with the moon conjunct t urnus and square to mars on the descendant, you certainly are outgoing and rebellious for that matter.
the square of chiron opposed to Saturn square to Jupiter could cause negative self esteem dynamics if your father was particularly emotional abuse.
eris is conjunct to your node with gives you a strong sexual nature that projects from your whether you try or not to project it.
psyche is square to chiron which can indicate there was emotional abusive environment in your childhood
eros o conjunct the vertex which also indicates that you have a attractive sexual nature but gain, it is not a energy you can turn on or off.which suggest that sexuality might be a issue because you are treated in sexual manner whether you are comfortable or not with it
you mars is trine to venus which shows you are genuine loving person with normal expectations in relationships ect. with the juno/Jupiter midpoint square to pallas, it seems you are inclined to find a committed spouse.
your moon/mars and Uranus/mars midpoints are square to pluto and opposed to orcus and square to sedan...so sexuality is certainly part of your elf esteem issues. this is a extremely sexual aspect but it is is difficult to have a sincere loving relationship because the physical aspect is much stronger that the emotional component .. if anything you enjoy variety.
the real issue here is your sexuality and it seems to be that your childhood sexual experience are at the center of you question about self esteem.
venus is conjunct to ixion which suggest that you often find yourself in relationship with women who tend to be aggressive or combative .
rahu
So being the "ugly duckling" + lacking age appropriate social skills= a nonexistent sex/dating life for my teen years. Then in my 20s when I had more sexual opportunities, I had developed a **** addiction which left me with ED so I couldn't perform for the most part and when I did it was with the help of cialis.
Had I been able to have a normal dating/sex life as a teenager and never developed a **** habit which left me with ED, I think it would have had an extremely positive effect on my self esteem.