The world is run by psychopaths (all ego & no empathy) & they are the ones that are considered successful because they have a lot of money. They take advantage & use others to achieve their goals. They are satanic (Saturn) for they cater to their lowest instincts but we live in a material (Saturn) world & they are rewarded for their diabolical behaviours.
I've pretty much given up on the world ever improving, people are becoming more evil & millions of innocents suffer the consequences. Sex trafficking of children is rampant, Abuse of women is rampant (sold as sex slaves, kept as prisoners by gangs), Abuse of the planet is rampant, Abuse of the poor is rampant, Abuse of the disabled is rampant. The Devil (Saturn) rules the world.
Once you realize this concept, you will no longer be in despair for it's a cruel, cruel world & the psychopaths like it that way, they've ordered it that way. They run the world by keeping people poor & oppressed because if they allow them to have strength (Sun), they will try to change the world to benefit the many & not the billionaires who now run it. They will be destroyed to make way for the New Jerusalem. It won't happen for a while yet & maybe not in your lifetime. So keep working as a slave for petty wages or get smart & play the ugly game like they do. Collect disability as a person on the spectrum, exaggerate everything, lie & get yourself a steady income. Then work off the books for cash to boost your income. There are no prizes or rewards for the ethical or the hardworking in this world. They will fire you when they feel like it no matter how honest or responsible you are in your work habits.
Get a good education even if you have to take out big loans, your salary will enable you to live a comfortable lifestyle & then maybe you can help others for you know the depth of despair people feel from feeling rejected & abandoned in this world through no fault of their own.
Play the satanic game but play it to your advantage & not to theirs.
I observe how the psychopaths keep getting richer & more powerful but I wouldn't want to be one of them for all the tea in China. They are not of God anymore for they have sold their souls to the Devil (Saturn). They will pay a high price in the end, either in this life or on the other side. There is a kind of hell they go to, a place for Hungry Ghosts who can never be satiated or happy.
They are alone, without a friend & desperate to get out of the Hell they created for themselves. It will take them a long, long time for them to find Peace until their sins have been forgiven. They forgot that we are spiritual beings have a human experience & the spirit lives on long after death.
Everyone has their Time of Judgement, to account for their actions. Saturn is the Father of Time for the devil is in the details. Their black souls are putrid.
They may get away with their crimes, their lack of empathy, their abuse for decades, maybe even forever on the earth. But God sees ALL.
You are a Blessed Child & you already know how the material world works. Keep your soul pure & do whatever you can to beat them (legally, morally). Don't kill yourself working for the Slave Owners.
BB
How am I "prejudiced against the elderly"? I'm just pointing out the reality that it's better to be rich at 30 than at 80, at least that would be the opinion of most sane people.
People like to say "life doesn't owe you x" but let's be serious, people don't really operate like that. Next time a Governor or President is running for reelection and their voting base is complaining about the lack of good paying, middle class job opportunities, I want to hear that candidate tell them "life doesn't owe you middle class jobs. Go work at McDonald's for minimum wage and if you can't make it, tough ****".
All my life is is a shitty *** job and hard work and more hard work that gets me absolutely nowhere. So yes I hate my life and sometimes wish i was never born. I've done everything right in life but have nothing to show for it. But there are sex traffickers who do all sorts of vile things and they are handsomely rewarded with everything I would love to have. But then people gaslight you by talking about how they "aren't really happy". Really?