Hello again Lisa.
Regarding work, the significators of Profession are
Mercury and
Jupiter. Mercury goes retrograde within 7 days of your birth, and is around 9 degrees from the Sun on the 7th day after your birth, so he is theoretically under-going Heliacal Setting. I selected Jupiter because he is in the 10th sign from your Ascendant as well as being the star that rules over the sign where the MC is.
This is indeed indicative of your attempt at a wholesale jewellery
business (emphasis on the business and selling part, and not the design part).
Looking at your previous threads, you mentioned taking a nursing degree, correct? Well, Mercury being in the bounds of Venus, and both of them being in the 6th sign...I can see why you chose that. Have you ever considered accounting/business/sales degrees or roles? I think you would be able to perform in them.
I have to say, because both significators are not that well-placed, and both suffering from being retrograde (Mercury by phase), this indicates difficulties in one's career and livelihood overall. The Lot of Spirit being in Pisces, the zoidion of Jupiter, the 2nd Place and the place where Saturn is, also indicates this.
I checked the Time Lords:
Annual Profections: Scorpio (10th Sign)
Aphesis: Aries -> Scorpio -> Aquarius -> Gemini (during the date of this thread)
Arrivals (Transits): Mars (Scorpio), Saturn (Sagittarius), Mercury (Aquarius)
I can imagine the difficulties you have had in your career and education, because Mars had rulership over Spirit since April 2006, and he is only average in favourability in your chart. Right now, both malefics have rulership over the times, and both are transiting the Places related to career (Scorpio and Sagittarius). Mars is currently in Scorpio, being in his domicile, makes him more capable of doing good during this time. Saturn is in Sagittarius, being in his trigon helps a bit in alleviating his maleficence.
So it's understandable as to why you got offered a job, but it doesn't pay well enough because Mars is average in your natal chart, so his beneficence is limited.
The time lords broadcast a difficult time right now for work, but I still think you should take the job, especially since Mars is currently in his domicile. You may not get another job offer in awhile otherwise.
Taking up work also helps you to find friends and connections (MC in the 11th Place, so career and friends get connected in the same house).
I don't think you should think about love relationships for now. Focus on your career. The times does not say anything with regards to romance in the near future.
Remember that whenever you feel negative about stuff, or you are thinking negatively about things, just remember that a lot of that has to do with your mentality (Saturnine). Things are not always as bad as they seem to you. Things like meditation may help, but I think getting started on a job will help your mentality the most.
Is it always gonna be this bad? I don't know. I don't have the skill to predict the future. I can only guess. Perhaps your career will improve 5 years from now, when Venus takes over as Major Time Lord (19 Jan 2021). Try to tough it out for now.
Hope this helped,
Larxene Xenohart