I have been looking forward to this month very much: The Aries stellium planets are transiting my 9th/10th house, tr. uranus trines my natal uranus, and I thought this would be the time to finally push my not-very-lucrative business (graphic design) forward.
Instead I am having doubts (tr. Jupiter in 10th house opposing natal saturn conj. mars in 4th, currently returning rx). I'm not doing anything. On the one hand I'm forced to find a second job in the next two month to prevent major financial desaster and to be able to keep the designing business. On the other hand, I'm wondering whether it's all worth it. I feel bored (ok, I feel bored quite often). Design work is v. gratifying for my Libra and Taurus planets but my Gemini sun + mercury want puzzles to solve, things to think through (pr. moon currently entering 11th gemini house). I'm considering doing a PhD - provided I can get a grant - just because it would be interesting and satisfying. It's not that I'd even consider a career in science (too rigid, they can't put themselves and their methods into perspective). In fact, I'm working on - pls don't start laughing - a career in dancing but it will take a really long time to monetise. And maybe I'm not good enough at all.
Surely that's not the way to go about starting to earn solid money (with a long-term perspective) and it won't help me staying self-employed (matters to me a lot). But I can't even decide what to focus on anymore, quickly earning money, saving the design business, learning something else more interesting... Any help would be greatly appreciated!
PS: If you happen to know an affordable astrologer doing good saturn return consultations, pls let me know.
Instead I am having doubts (tr. Jupiter in 10th house opposing natal saturn conj. mars in 4th, currently returning rx). I'm not doing anything. On the one hand I'm forced to find a second job in the next two month to prevent major financial desaster and to be able to keep the designing business. On the other hand, I'm wondering whether it's all worth it. I feel bored (ok, I feel bored quite often). Design work is v. gratifying for my Libra and Taurus planets but my Gemini sun + mercury want puzzles to solve, things to think through (pr. moon currently entering 11th gemini house). I'm considering doing a PhD - provided I can get a grant - just because it would be interesting and satisfying. It's not that I'd even consider a career in science (too rigid, they can't put themselves and their methods into perspective). In fact, I'm working on - pls don't start laughing - a career in dancing but it will take a really long time to monetise. And maybe I'm not good enough at all.
Surely that's not the way to go about starting to earn solid money (with a long-term perspective) and it won't help me staying self-employed (matters to me a lot). But I can't even decide what to focus on anymore, quickly earning money, saving the design business, learning something else more interesting... Any help would be greatly appreciated!
PS: If you happen to know an affordable astrologer doing good saturn return consultations, pls let me know.