Illuminatum, I am not sure why you come across as nervous about your chart. It actually has more favourable placements than not. (Blue lines) Right now you've got transiting Neptune messing with your Saturn, so maybe that explains it. Most charts appear to be more challenging than yours.
As thelivingsky pointed out, your Saturn-Neptune square is wide, meaning you may feel it, but it's not screaming in your face to D0 Something.
I described Saturn in my previous post. A robust Saturn is a hard-headed realist, but a weakened Saturn veers into negativity, imagining that things are worse than they really are. Neptune deals with beautiful illusion and bitter disillusionment, missing the reality in between. But a robust Neptune can be the visionary, the creative artist, or even the person who loves the sea. But if we combine Neptune and Saturn via the square, this can give someone with a pessimistic outlook on life. Possibly you live with vague (Neptune) imaginary (Neptune) fears (Saturn.)
With Saturn in the 4th house, do you feel you had a deprived childhood-- if not financially, then emotionally? With Neptune in the 7th, do you doubt your ability to form happy, lasting relationships?
With Saturn square ascendant, you may feel there is something wrong with your body or how your personality comes across to other people. But a more empowering interpretation would be that you learn how to discipline (Saturn) your body and attitudes (AC,) perhaps through a healthy diet, exercise, and affirmations.
Mars indicates your basic assertiveness and natural aggression. It also rules people like soldiers and athletes. With the old sea god Neptune dissolving your sense of assertiveness, you may feel like a low-energy person, or someone who can start a project but then lose enthusiasm for it. Even if you don't know how to swim now, a good use of this Mars-Neptune combination would be to take up an aquatic sport like swimming, an aquatic exercise class, or some kind of boating. I have Mars opposite Neptune, and found swimming laps and getting out in our canoe during the summer to be really beneficial.
One book I highly recommend if you are interested in or concerned about aspects is Robert Hand, Planets in Youth. Good for people of any age! It is a "cookbook" of all the different aspect combinations. You will find many strengths in your horoscope and life, as well.