Some insight for an overthinking Neptunian please

Phoenixia

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Hi there .. If i may call out on some clarity : I need some vantage points please -

We met on October 10th 2019 at 9pm - not RX pre-shadow, exchanged info : he was hooked .. By then he thinks i'm the be all and all ..

Now - totally RX pre-shadow - So we have a thing - he says he'll be back - he means it - i say meh .. I don't believe it .. He's confident .. 100 % he says.

Nothing official yet, we're in touch - I usually get so quickly infatuated , believe everything they say and end up heartbroken. So this time i'm cautious .. At the same time i have been single for a long time so that'll trip anyone up... And while i wouldn't particularly depend on astrology to make a decision - i feel it would help me to know how the stage is being set up if it makes sense - allowing me to know the role i'm playing or he is playing in this particular act...

I know RX makes things seem a certain way when they're not .. I know when it goes direct stuff unravels ... But Nothing really started Yet ... Or did it ? And our synastry looks reaaaalllyy good ...

Plus : Caveat ... RX is present in both our birth charts which means it affects us very differently than others .. What do you think ? Should i buy it ? Or is it all fairy and mercury dust ?

my chart https://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_w2gw_amba.35451.178230.png&res=63

Our synastry

https://astro-charts.com/tools/synastry/?name_1=San&lat_1=10.52224&lng_1=7.43828&place_1=Kaduna%2C+Kaduna%2C+Nigeria&date_1=1982-9-23+22-3&timeRadio_1=pm&name_2=TM&lat_2=44.73179&lng_2=18.08698&place_2=Doboj%2C+Republika+Srpska%2C+Bosnia+and+Herzegovina&date_2=1989-5-15+12-0&timeRadio_2=pm

Looking at charts ? Yeah i do like him - Oy ve !

Ps: i'm in some weird phase where i trust nothing and no one which is quite unusual for my Neptunian self ... It's affecting my perception a lot so this might have to do with how i'm feeling about this as well
 
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