I’m so sorry to hear about your situation and happy to give you a hand up. I know how frustrating it is to lack the funds to do things that can help one heal. Sending positivity your way.
Firstly, let me say that relationships are the least of your concerns. Right now, build a relationship with YOU. There is nothing more rewarding and it will stay with you for life. Maybe during this difficult time, you’re meant to reflect. Get to know yourself and honor yourself by living in authenticity.
Your NN in Pisces tells me that you’re meant to acquire the good traits of Pisces and become more spiritual — with your 12th house sun, it heightens that. Be a little bit alone for a while and realize that your own company is better than most.
The ruler of your 2nd house cups (Uranus) trines Jupiter. You have money potential in 5th house related things — which ones, you’ll have to do some trial and error to figure out.
Mercury in your second squares Jupiter so perhaps reign in what you say and choose your communications carefully. I suspect that you may be prone to speaking before thinking — this can really do harm in the workplace or job interviews.
Venus in your second squares Mars in the 12th, which to me says that your Mars in 12th traits may be diminishing the gifts of Venus. Mars in the 12th is very passive and reluctant to action.
I hope that helps. I did my best! Good luck!
Thank you so much
I really appreciate the hard work you did, and I will explain whats going on.
Ok my issue is I have a esoteric sickness that makes me feel paralyzed if i sit down for a while to relax. It feels cold.
So A i need to meditate for hours and constantly push it out
B
Run around like a mad man working my *** off just to feel heat inside my body
Or C distract myself like this of this suffering and misery.
I went to the ER 3 times without anything found
Went to qigong and Since my energy was crazy she had to put the heat up to counter the cold.
With this problem it makes a lot of things like sitting and working not good.
It also feels like everyone in the world is rejecting me.
Every single person that usually has been by my side.. besides a few.
New people though are relatively nice.
Spiritual wise things are going good it is the only thing thats good this pain and misery is pushing me to my limit.
I try to enjoy the things in life and I have to quickly keep on going with it.
What is 5th house things
Would a freelancing job writing be that?
Mars in 12
Right before I had this ultimate plateu of my esoteric sickness my gf said hey I want you to do more because im moving out of this house and moving into an apartment and then the next day i was in the er.
So I want to move out of this house so bad but I am utterly destroyed right now
Back and forth it doesnt stop
I wish I could just sleep my days away but if i take nyquil I just fall down more easier.
i want to ask specifically how long is this problem of mine going to last?
What about my love does she stay