My solar return and the grand cross!!!!

Hi,
I have a grand cross shortly before the one featuring mars, that takes place on my birthday. This one features the moon in libra. There are many conjunctions with natal planets and the solar return moon opp uranus takes place on my solar return mc/dc axis. I'm also going through my nodal return this month. Can someone please take a look at this? It's my natal chart with my solar return, and also my solar return by itself.
Thanks!

Please someone answer. It's my birthday wish to figure this out!

Pix has expired but many times I have struggled at it and nothing happened that year no drama nodal return makes one have great chance meetings and mars oppositions are about independence. Opps are about relationships so need for emotional freedom to express feelings