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Lykanized

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There’s nothing greater than being busy on the inside! Things have been a bit more stable on the inside but I had a stressful last month with outside works things but it’s been pretty ok apart from that, hopefully things are back to being more balanced. Glad you’re back!
I don’t even know what to make of my life because it feels like at every single corner somethings been chasing me and I’ve never been able to slow down. Like since I was a baby. I’ve always felt this intensity of pressure and a busy inner life sometimes at the ignorance of external living

Things have never been stable for me so I often wonder if they’re supposed to be or if im just supposed to learn how to master the currents. I think it may be the latter, sadly

I don’t think I’ll ever find stability in myself, but perhaps the kinda stability that comes with being able to ride the waves of instability and guide myself through them

Idek. ****’s weird

I’m happy to hear things are chilling for you too
 

conspiracy theorist

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Examples? Ugh, again=10.

I'm noticing a lot of musical subgenres cropping up that are "nostalgia" oriented and looks back on a past that one never experienced. Retrowave, Outrun, Lofi (that seems to take mostly from Jazz and hip-hop), "vaporwave" etc

Even the mediocre are a part of a generation. Do they not qualify because they haven't reached the heights of sophistication? What do you think?
 

Lykanized

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Normalcy exists insofar as it's a definable category, although like that one judge on what constitutes pornography one "knows it when they see it".

What makes an idiot?
Sure, but that implies we created the category so it only exists because we created it. A person is only normal if you have an idea of the concept of normal, same with ‘weird’. So there’s no actual weird or normal, there’s just you

Idiots to me are people who live on the surface. But this world is very manipulative. It bends things in the direction of destruction. True human nature is a beautiful, godly thing but it’s played with

I try not to judge people I just can’t help but think some people are idiots. It’s because they seem to not be able to think deeply. Really, I think everyone can, but many don’t
 

conspiracy theorist

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I see the normalcy issue in the same vein that one might look at an animal in the wild and say "jaguar" or "rabbit". It's a label for something that one perceives beyond the label. To use a crude example, it's normal to **** out of your *******. There are behaviours that one would consider "normal" in that more individuals in a population do x in y situation. We might differ because you might see normal as an issue of value, while I'm seeing it as objective, observable phenomenon.

Easy for someone to say who only thinks deeply. While I think the way the world is people are being actively obstructed from reaching deeper potentials, I see thinking deeply similar to how I see any physical capability. One might be a hella fast swimmer, but Michael Phelps' body is literally built in such a way that gives him an undeniable advantage as a swimmer.
 

conspiracy theorist

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We're not talking about the same thing, I'm not dissing your generation or the idea of being conservative of some fundamental gifts of the past. Still on the subject of the word 'radical.' To get back to a root you have to have a theory of transition and arrival.

I didn't take it as a diss on my generation, but we certainly were talking about different things since I was focusing more on conservatism vs. you on radical.

Elaborate on what you mean by your last sentence?
 

conspiracy theorist

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You know, it's hard to not give some sort of credence to what the moderns say about Aquarius and its connection to radicalism, "weirdness" and such when these kinds of topics organically become topics of conversation during a Moon in Aquarius phase. You learn a lot about the what the signs actually mean when you observe. Yesterday there was a higher than average amount of posts about economics when the Moon was in Capricorn. I vaguely remember at one point the topic was either food or love and it was a Venusian Moon that was in the sky. I remember a Pisces Moon period when it was just dream talking and philosophical musing.
 

conspiracy theorist

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A couple of months ago there was this interview of a musician I was watching, whose been around long enough in the musical scene to observe first hand an ebb and flow that he saw between, broadly "emo" and "psychedelic" musical forms. A whole mountains and valleys type deal. Perhaps the time-scale I'm looking on is merely the regular ebb and flow of generations juxtaposed against one another, rather than a longer time scale that perhaps a Uranus/Neptune conjunction would signify.
 

david starling

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I see. You'd described conservatism as the new radicalism hence the questions.

Energy always moves, you can't get from the branch to the root by tesseract.

Well maybe david starling would have an understanding of how to do that, since he is interested in both protecting the environment and the world's body, and in an Aquarian future in which time (and maybe therefore space?) is not relevant.

We don't have to know how, because an Aquarian Age is by nature uniquely suited to the Earth's Ages, and it's happening gradually on its own. Adjusting to the transition is easier for some than for others. My watchword is "Maintain". The end result will be beyond anything we can currently comprehend.
 

david starling

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Ugh guys I drank a coffee and caffeine is not my friend anymore. lol I'm kinda shaky and my stomach hurts rn.

I actually caught a cold/flu WHILE drinking a cup of Starbucks coffee! It came on suddenly, beginning in my throat, when I was about halfway through it. Needless to say, I'm now sticking with organic, fair-trade coffee, and avoiding the commercial coffee-vendors. It's true my resistance was down, after a full week of physical work in hotter than normal temperatures, but I had two days to recover, starting that evening. Hadn't been sick in over 3 years.
 
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moonkat235

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You know, it's hard to not give some sort of credence to what the moderns say about Aquarius and its connection to radicalism, "weirdness" and such when these kinds of topics organically become topics of conversation during a Moon in Aquarius phase. You learn a lot about the what the signs actually mean when you observe. Yesterday there was a higher than average amount of posts about economics when the Moon was in Capricorn. I vaguely remember at one point the topic was either food or love and it was a Venusian Moon that was in the sky. I remember a Pisces Moon period when it was just dream talking and philosophical musing.

I should keep a dream journal and see if the sign the Moon is in changes the themes noticeably. I have such odd dreams. I tried to tell my coworker that I have weird dreams and he immediately said he did too and said he had the realest conversation with his ex-girlfriend the night before. That wasn't quite what I meant. lol I dream of supernatural experiences that couldn't happen irl more so than experiences that could happen in this world.
 

moonkat235

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I actually caught a cold/flu WHILE drinking a cup of Starbucks coffee! It came on suddenly, beginning in my throat, when I was about halfway through it. Needless to say, I'm now sticking with organic, free-trade coffee, and avoiding the commercial coffee-vendors. It's true my resistance was down, after a full week of physical work in hotter than normal temperatures, but I had two days to recover, starting that evening. Hadn't been sick in over 3 years.

Oh that sounds awful. The flu seems to be going around lately at my work.

I should really just stick to organic herbal tea when I'm socializing. Caffeine gets me every time and I always regret it. Chamomile is the way though.
 
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