Matahari
Well-known member
Hello,
In my quest for self understanding I am in search of advise on dealing with Natal Chiron in the 4th.
I have had considerable loss around my home, my whole life.My childhood home burned down, I lost my home in NYC due to the bombing of the world trade towers. I have recently been evicted because I fell on hard times. I found a new place,yet face eviction again. I long to own my own house, but at this point I can barely pay rent.
So I'm trying to heal this obvious painful wound that keeps coming up.
I have just noticed that I have my progressed moon conjuncting my natal Chiron in the 4th.
I checked back to every time the progressed moon conjuncted Chiron.
The first time being at 2 1/2 years old when my sister was born, and I remembering being heart broken as my mother started ignoring me.
The second time I caught my partner cheating on me and it destroyed the relationship.
So now I'm on the 3rd prog Moon conj Chiron....
I'm not in a relationship and I live in a place that I may have to move, even though I just moved in.
All I can think about is having my own home that's secure and being in a secure relationship.
How do I heal this wound? What do I do?
Ive done tons of therapy...i feel if I can get this one.. I can soar in my life and career.
Thank you in advance for any input!
In my quest for self understanding I am in search of advise on dealing with Natal Chiron in the 4th.
I have had considerable loss around my home, my whole life.My childhood home burned down, I lost my home in NYC due to the bombing of the world trade towers. I have recently been evicted because I fell on hard times. I found a new place,yet face eviction again. I long to own my own house, but at this point I can barely pay rent.
So I'm trying to heal this obvious painful wound that keeps coming up.
I have just noticed that I have my progressed moon conjuncting my natal Chiron in the 4th.
I checked back to every time the progressed moon conjuncted Chiron.
The first time being at 2 1/2 years old when my sister was born, and I remembering being heart broken as my mother started ignoring me.
The second time I caught my partner cheating on me and it destroyed the relationship.
So now I'm on the 3rd prog Moon conj Chiron....
I'm not in a relationship and I live in a place that I may have to move, even though I just moved in.
All I can think about is having my own home that's secure and being in a secure relationship.
How do I heal this wound? What do I do?
Ive done tons of therapy...i feel if I can get this one.. I can soar in my life and career.
Thank you in advance for any input!